Let's just put it this way. I'm not so much of a 'I say you do' kind of guy cause I hate authority. No, don't get me wrong. I'm not talking about police officers here, I'm talking about someone who has authority. For example, teachers, prefects, bosses and so on. Believe me when I say that I can get mad like any other human on this world. So please don't do it. I rather have this happy go lucky image of mine.
So Percussion was cancelled in a way due to 'overwhelming' response. Trust me, I don't really have the time to chase everyone now but when I do, damn will I be very pissed. We ended up eating at Sakura, then heading to Bras Basah Complex to check out the drums. Nothing really fancied me cause maybe I still love Baby Djem but one did though. It was this small LP drum called 'The Claw'. I want that!
Had to go Larissa Cafe. Vieda waited for me though she said I could late at the very last minute when I was busy shopping! Mas Asep's brother passed away in the afternoon in Jakarta. I pity the old man cause he did tell me that he wasn't feeling well and that he had this uncertainty in his heart. I believe in such things cause family (especially mothers) have this 'special senses' towards each other. I remembered one time my mother told me that she felt funny the whole day and at the end found out that someone close to me passed away shortly after that. When will I feel that way...
It's really hard losing someone, and please I'm not talking about break ups here. The last time I cried really badly was when my Grandfather passed away. It was backed in Primary 6 if I wasn't mistaken. All the cousins were at my Grandfather's place. My Grandpa was in the hospital. Mum called to gather everyone and go to the hospital together. All the cousins. So we went happily together. We had no idea what was happening at the hospital cause all the adults were there. We were really young and I think the oldest in the group was Secondary 2.
While we walk towards the MRT station, we came upon this game shop. We got carried away and lost track of time. I bought a few cards and also some toys. It was Pokemon. Yeah, Pokemon cards if I'm not wrong. So after spending quite a long time there, we continued our journey to the hospital. When we got there, the room went dead silent. I remembered I entered the room first. My older cousin who was there before us had tears in her eyes. She said...
"Embah takder lagi"
For a moment I though she was kidding but when I saw my Grandfather, the mind just went blank. I ran out of the room and cried to myself at the lift. When we reached, he had just passed away a few minutes ago. So if we didn't go spend time at the shop, I could have seen my Grandfather for the last time. I regretted my life for that. I made a terrible mistake. Till now, I still think of what stupid things I do in life.
.: EveN The GreaTeSt haS to FaLL :.
