Its like a maze each time I take a new route. Though it may seem to be new, its actually the same old route except they changed the tar on the road. And trust me, there isn't much change to it. Its not like as if I don't try, I do. But each time I do, I will have to go back to the same crossroad and turn right to where I think is the way back to the entrance. In other words, I never make it up till the end. So I might as well give up now then wait for the whole thing to devour me in. See, the thing is, I give up easily, but this time round, I've decided to take a step forward. Just give in what ever I can and see the outcome. Well, I already know what the outcome is going to be but its worth the effort. Why waste it? I might as well abuse what ever is left before I decide to commit suicide. I've lost track a few times. Actually,
alot of times. I can't even count it with my fingers. Oh yeah, ad that includes my toes. Explains why I'm in this state right now. A point of no return. Ta
da! Poof! Magic! See, no hands! What a bloody cliche. If all movies turn out to be like that, we might as well watch one and then assume all of the other movies.
Sheesh. I don't have to make you understand what ever is written here or might I say type cause its all spontaneous blogging. Its a mixture of mixed thoughts and feelings. So many stories chucked into one. What? Paragraph? Okay fine.
Here
You
Go.
Happy now? Hope you are cause I don't see why I should blog about whats happening cause apparently too many things are happening at the same time, I find its hard to
multi task. For God's sake
Im no women. And they say, scientifically, that women are the better species for such task. I was thinking the same thing, inject female hormones but damn, I'm not going to be a bloody drag queen. That's not crazy,
thats totally insane to the point I should be kept in
IMH till I find a reason why people can turn mad just by thinking of their love ones. Oh yeah, and don't get me started on that. I just love you. Is that wrong? Just leave me alone. I think I know what I'm doing. I can't see the future that's for sure but shit happens!
.: MeSSeD Up:.
