I don't talk much about how I feel unless I feel that you should know. I don't share my thoughts unless I feel that you should reconsider your choice. Cause I love you too much to think of the consequence.Before I go on, FARIS!! (Mummy, is that how you spell his name?) you ate my whip cream! Now I can't spray it on your sister! Nevermind, I'll think of something else to spray her with. Maybe a spray can. No. Too messy. Pity her. Need to soak herself in turpentine to get rid of it. Chocolate fudge? Don't think so. I might eat it before it gets on to her. Soak her in coke. Hmm.. Can be done but I might be affected to. I'll think of something Mummy. You better watch your back. And if you don't come to school, I will find you at your house. I'll hand kambing head at your door. Alamak, like macam tai long like that. We see how. 24th May right?
Today, we shall not talk about school. We shall not talk about the day. And we shall not talk about anything. Eh, then talk about what? I'm still thinking about what to talk about as I'm typing this sentence. Ah yes, let's talk about the ex girlfriend. No, I'm talking about my ex girlfriend. I'm talking in general. No one in particular. I swear.
What does it feel like to meet an ex? What does it feel like to talk to them after what has done? I mean, you must have left him/her (or vice versa) for something that pissed the hell out of you right? If not, why did you initiated to leave in the first place? How do you actually regard him/her as when you introduce them to your friends?
If you're asking me, I would feel a little odd to talk to my ex girlfriend, especially people I left. Thing about me is, I leave without notice. Its easier than saying goodbye. Ah, when you've reached the level of the way I do my things, you don't need me to justify why I do it. I just do it. Its the 'thing' about 'the Hafez' that only certain people know about. It would feel more odd to talk to people you had a fling with or a thing for in the past. Trust me, having your fling and your girlfriend in the same table is a feeling you never want to have. Maybe I'm not human but don't you find it weird?
I don't know how many ex girlfriends I had BECAUSE, to begin with, I don't know if they ever regarded me as one. Err, complicated stuff but I think you get my point. Right? Kay, I'm high now. I'll just shut up. Please CALL ME!!
.: PssT :.
