Im having a flu. Really bad. Cause it comes only once after a few hours. I'll start sneezing like crazy and the you know will all come out. What? You all not humans ah? Disgusted like as though your nose doesn't produce it.
Eh hi! Sorry lah Baby i shouted at you today okay. Nothing personal against him but he's really bad company in my eyes and most of the people we know. No names please, this is not a bitching blog but either ways, just my way of saying i do care.
And to Ismail, thanks for the redbull. Now that you've given it to me, i'm like freaking on the verge of losing it man. I already have a nose that's running at the speed of a train and plus that rush that's pumping up the body, i can't sleep! You're on on Monday. We drag that can down the throat!
.: Of CouRSe i Do But I wOn'T Say iT :.
I love you all lah my Babies. The people of percussion ensemble. Many many thanks. Now i need rest okay Babies. Lup you many many.
.: She SaiD No :.
Empty
Its a Wednesday finally. A day when students like myself go on without PBL. So as usual, i met up with my Deer Aisyah aka Wednesday shopping buddy
(there is no typo error in the spelling of Deer, its spelt that way) to spent the day with walking around aimlessly hoping to find something we could spent on.
Graffiti or Doodle? You decide
Now this is the part where i want to complaint! Aisyah is bloody fickle minded! First she say can then she say she cannot.
Example, first she said she doesn't want to eat and when i wanted to eat at Esteller 77, she asked me why i wanted to eat here! I mean, you don't want to eat so why bother right?
Squat? New signage in toilets
Aisyah is so irritating! She likes to piss me off so bad, makes me want to pinch her cheeks and make it rounder! Reminder : Do not let Aisyah take coffee cause she get's really high on it. Worse part, she was sick!
Yelah I kan Saperrrr
Aisyah hates me alot! It's like everything i do is wrong. And she complaints to Raheem all the time. I do this wrong i do that wrong. I show my face wrong i don't show my face also wrong
(please ah, when i don't listen to you only you will say "see you're not listening to me") She piss me can, i piss her cannot
(and don't say you know how to stop cause bluek, you also the same) But, theres a but here.
I don't blame her for being fickle minded. I don't blame her for being irritating. I don't blame her for hating me. In fact, i don't blame her at all! I think its all due to the coffee she drank. I'm going to sue Sweet Talk's ass off for making my buddy high! Spoil my day only. But then again, i enjoyed every second with her. Honest. Her crap plus my lame jokes, erm hey they are not opposites, so we can't really attract.
It will be our last day together. We've decided to go our seperate ways already. Our final breakup. Chey! Macam betul ajer! I think it's about time i left her alone cause i think she can't stand me anymore. I kan saperrrrr... right Aisyah. Hey before that ah.. we go shopping one last time okay? This time i'll shut up. Okay, i'll try to shut up.
When to school after that. Bought a pair of customized sleeve extensions (arm warmers) in town. Really cool. Cost me quite a bomb. (Something above 5 bucks is already a bomb). Had Drama rehearsals. I warn all of you guys now. If you see me with a can of Redbull when i come for rehearsals, you better be prepared to get hell! I'll get super high! Woohoo!
.: I'll MiSS My ShOPPiNg BuDDy! :.
Panasonic with Leica
I was tired and in a 'im lazy for classes' mood. Woke up 'fully', as how Natasha puts it, at 11 am and prepared myself for school. My intentions was to only come to school, print some stuff, do a little reading, straighten up the mess in my computer, figure how to burn 2 hours then leave. I did more than just that.
Caught Red Handed (Not another Tammy Movie)
Natasha asked for my help to 'digitized' some tapes so that they could edit it for Channel U's UNCUT. So i did just that thinking it was going to be an easy job. But hell did i guess wrong! Smacked in front of me is an Apple Computer (i don't know how to use) Final Cut Pro (a software im suppose to learn how to use) and a stupid Samsung DV Cam that sucks to the max!
My Mess plus David
I won't go into details about it. But seriously it sucks. No not the whole idea of having everything supposingly old to you but new to me, but the whole idea of me not trying to 'abuse' this things that i have. Now, let's see where can i start....
.: FiNaLLy a BreaK ToMoRoW wiTh My WeDNeSDay BuDDY :.
Remind me to shoot myself in the head if I can't pull this 'stunt' off. Yes, this magic trick is greater than Houdini and Chris Angel put together. It so spectacular, that i bet you, it's close to impossible. But then again, am I 'the man'? Please rephrase that. Now it's getting to me.
Let's all hope and pray that the 'higher people' don't screw me up real bad after reading my mail. It was a tough decision but what needs to be done, has to be done. So before history repeats itself and i commit suicide, let it be just as it is.
Hafez, you have got to do something about yourself. Must be the hair. Can't make you think right. Right?I really need to do something about it before it gets out of hand and into the drain. As in literally. I don't need a
'see i told you it won't work' speech from the 'higher people' I would probably go into hiding till i graduate from RP if it does happen.
I have my own problems inside and outside of school. I have my own personal life to maintain. So please don't give me more shit unless you want to clean it up for me, i wouldn't mind. But seriously, i don't need extra 'workload' from you or anyone. Please. Do i need to beg on my knees and ask mercy from you?
I made this while i was in class figuring what to do next. I call this 'stares' but it's still in the process. It's the same idea but just different brushes on it. Enjoy
.: iLL ShooT YoU iF YoU DaRe SaY tHaT :.
"I asked Papa already. He said that they only want to find guys of their own clan. So you're not pure in that sense. So you can forget about it. You are like Arab Bugis Street" she said jokingly.
"But it's okay what. I mean her mum knows me, I think" i replied.
"Yelah. Her mum knows you as a friend. You try say you're the boyfriend. See she accept or not" she continued.
"I don't know. But i'm going to try. If get, get ah. And tell her lah please i've got my reasons why you're so protective of me. If i was good boy, i'll probably be on the streets till late and you would'nt even mind" i said.
"What time already. Go home" she said.
"On my way already. Okay bye" i said while i smiled and laughed.
Sometimes I wonder to myself, why do people keep coming back after they have left you alone in the dark. Or is it, why do people come back after you leave them alone in the dark. Either ways, it's strange how people treat you as a person as a whole. They treat you like a friend, that is when they need you. But when they are in their own worlds, they act as if you never existed.
I've got to admit she's cute. That's for sure. She likes someone else alot that i can gurantee. My chances is a million to one. I could try but then again, what if i fail? I can't fail on this, cause if i do, then the whole world would know about my failure. She's treats me like a friend, a brother, an asshole. So what are my chances?
She's got my picture on her handphone. It's the biggest amongst the three. There's her, she and another guy smacked at the sight. But then again, my picture with her is the biggest amongst the three. And it has a word on it which the other pictures don't have. Does she like me? Or is it just her way of saying 'hey, you're my good friend lah dei'. She's smart, she's cute too, she's eccentric. But she's not the type for something serious. Neither am i. She's her friend. She's my ex. No, this can't be happening. Not possible. Let's try to change the whole scenario one more time.
She likes me. I like her. She doesn't like me. I like her. I think she likes me. But i don't like her. This is not a triangle! This is a..square? Now i'm confused! There's so many her in this story. There's three, yes the digit 3 in this story. Wait.. let me get my pen and write down what i know.. what i don't know... what i neee.....
.: iF OnLy It WaS tHaT EaSy :.
Before i go on with this entry, i would like to remind you that all events mentioned are true and were not 'staged'. Please do not try this at any Delifrance store or i swear ill kill you with my sandwhich knife!
Scene 1 (The Dance)
I was dancing and singing to Fadilah near the counter. Then a customer came along to order some pastries. I thought she did'nt saw us but the first line that came from her mouth was
"waa, dancing with your girlfriend ah"i was like
"what the hell! No! shes my friend" (except the hell part) and she continued and said,
"soon to be girlfriend lah, waa your girlfriend face very smooth ah the skin"Lucky she was understanding and didn't took our playful act as a 'sin' like other customers who demand to be served immediately when they know we have a 'war' to fight before them. I swear i blushed my face out infront of everyone.
Scene 2 (The filling)
this customer ordered a sandwhich then asked to buy the fillings only. The strange thing is that we don't sell fillings on its own like that but he wanted it in a container to bring it home to make sandwhiches. Now that's just weird. I gave her a cup with fillings in it.
Scene 3 (The Tongue Language)
I was serving this customer (aka a friend from school). I offered to heat up the pastry cause i figure she will be eating it during her walk home or somthing. When i turned around, i saw a $10 note on the counter and a guy who ordered a coffee and apple turn over an hour ago. He stood there still and stared at me. I was kind of confused cause first i didn't know what he wanted and second whose $10 note was that?
So i approached him and asked him what he wanted. He replied me with a
'huh?'. So i askedd him again
'Sir what is $10 note for' (this point of time i assumed it was his) he replied with a louder
'huh?' So i repeated myself again and this time i swear he said this,
'bleu bleu bleu bleu blah blah bleu' (if i were to translate this in proper english i swear it would have been spelt like this) the guy was using his tongue to talk gibberish. i was stunned dead! he continue to say
'what are you saying i can't hear you'
So i slowed down my speed and asked him again. I was so stunned i couldn't even react properly. All he wanted was to pay up for a meal he already paid before! He didnt receive the receipt so he thought he haven't paid for it! Lucky my manger was around to help me reprint the receipt. I started laughing my heart out when he left cause that was the most craziest 3 minutes i spent with a customer!'
Scene 4 (Homeless)Please people, Delifrance closes at 9 pm. Put that in your heads! It was already 8.45 pm and this bugger wanted to order a meal. So fine a meal wont do us much harm i guess. So he took his own sweet time to eat it and his dad i assume was sleeping in the store while the family went shopping at the bazaar outside! He left at around 9.45pm even with RIA radio station switched on in the store.
This other customer who was around too was busy with his laptop and his friends kept coming i and out of the store like they own it. I told him were we closing but i guess they don't understand simple english. His friend who came in around 10 pm came in, took a seat and figured it would be okay. Hell no it's not okay. I want to go home bitch!
Its a day i swear will become history in the books of Delifrance. Man i cant believe this shit. Anyways, i did this yesterday in class when i was sick bored. Its Aisyah. I like editing her cause she has this 'i couldnt care less what you think of me' face'. Cool? Man i hate boring classes.
.: LeT'S trY aGaiN :.
My family got me a new tee and belt. Wore it today and yes i love it! Thanks again for the gift. School was tedious cause we had to do filming today for a 30 second trailer. Damn, that was quite a challenge honestly.
I need to do something about my nights. I've been tired this few days that i actually fell asleep during presentations. That my friend is not funny. But anyways, i think it's okay to take a wink in class if nobody's watching. And yeah, me and Yoyo made a sculture after our class. I call it the 'Emerging boxes from Tri' What?! i'm still a kid inside!
Had Percussion Ensemble (used to be known as Ethnic Drums) meeting and a session today. Guess im in charge now of the babies and ill bring it forward and make sure it stays ahead, i hope. The meeting was a little 'off' cause i was'nt really prepared for it and also i hate giving 'talks' as much as i hate listening to them.
Jamming session. It was HELL GOOD. this babies sure have potential and creativity when it comes to playing the drums. I could see that they enjoyed themselves i hope. But either ways, ill try my best. Let's see where can we fly to...
.: She SaiD SorrY :.
Worked in the morning from 9 am. I just realised that my life is only work and school, work and school. I need a time off. Anyways, work is crazy cause i got a crazy crew member called Auntie Lilian who never fails to make me blush. Thank you for making my blood rush to the cheeks. I can feel the circulation just fine now.
Went to school after work today and rehearsals were BORING. Okay maybe not that BORING cause it sounds so exaggerated, it just BLOODY BORING. I guess we all as the speaking roles have to do alot of polishing up really soon cause the performance is only 2 weeks more to go.
Reached my Grandma's home around 10 pm after watching some Chinese Wayang near the market area. Really interesting how people can still have that in our so called 'modern world' in Singapore. My parents or might i say family is back from Malacca and yes that have a surprise for me. Let's see what is it... have to have till 3 am!
.: ThE TeaRs i SheD weRe BeCaUSe of My SenSitiVe eyeS :.
I would like to warn all of you about mixing sugar and caffeine. According to studies made my HMS (Hafez Medical Studies) it proofs that people cannot take this two things together as it may cause some side effects. The side effects include, the high feeling, irritating speeches, endless tickles and a whole lot of rubbish*.
*HMS will not take any form of responsibility if such a thing were to happen to you or a friend of yours. You have been warned so settle your own problems
Today is the second day im at my grandma's house. It was raining again in the morning and i got some really cool pictures in the morning while the sun was rising behind the cloudy skies. Took another one when i was going back and home and yes i think im becoming a 'camwhore' like how girls used terms to describe people who love taking pictures.
Now to do a little advertisement. Please do come to Ghim Moh's market to eat Ice Kachang. It's only a dollar each if eat it there but if you bring it back home, then you have to add in about 30 cents more if im not mistaken. I was there before i went to my grandmas house to learn my lines. Yes, i still have not gotten down my lines fully as i just don't have that 'drive' to go on. But again, who cares.
.: yEs mAY I hELp yOu :.
The day started off quite 'wet' cause it was raining heavily in the West area. My parents dropped me off at my Grandma's home to place my bag. The whole family is out to Melacca for a holiday while i volunteered to miss the fun cause i can't escape a day without school. Let's just say school is like a second home for me now.
Had a chance to take this picture while i was up at the 14th floor facing Ghim Moh Secondary School. Headed to school and had History Of The Arts Module. Boring but hey, its Monday. Don't blame us for the slow head start.
Rehearsals were not really rehearsals cause Helmi was stuck in boot camp and we were in hell camp. Jokes. We had a really nice long talk from Ms Serene. I found it useful in a way cause you get to really establish your character which i think we all lack. Went to Causeway Point with the gang. Had our usually stupid, crazy, fun, outrageously Gay outing which i enjoy alot. Sometimes i think i belong to Drama Republic. Its like my institution for mental patients!
Now here is the best part about today's entry. See, when you see a guy and a girl together, dont straight away jump into the wagon and start claiming you own Everest! When guy meets girl, guy is friends with girl. Girl already has a boyfriend and guy knows that. Guy happens to be a very big flirt who treats all girls including girl equally. Guy and girl is close, CLOSE but not too close in a more than a friend category. So get this bloody idea right in your little pea brains. Well i understand that self proclaim winner is the best glory you can ever get but hello! You have to at least know what is the price your claiming. Shit, now i sound like a bimbo.
Went to my cousins house which was like a 'walkable' distance away. Now here i am in my Grandmas home and trying to get a wink before i shut down again tomorow in school. Me and the little kids here had a fun time together. I love kids and yeah, to me they are good to be around with but, yes theres a BUT here, i cant handle them once their too 'high' like how Natasha reacts after eating sugar. Oh my God, that was the worst case scenario but back to where we were, i hate this diverting attention to somewhere else.
We did a short editting process with Adobe and i think ive improved on my photoshop skills. Let me leave you in awe.
So how was it? Stunning?!
.: NoW iM CoNFuSeD :.
I slept around 2 am yesterday and woke up at 5 am this morning. Remind me not to do it again. Reached my workplace at 7 am. Check out the numbers. Just add another number and you can go and buy 4D. But anyways, besides that point, i was super 'high' at work maybe due to deprivation of sleep. And stop asking me what i do during the night time. Its none of your freaking business! Oh yeah, back to the story.
So this is the part of the story that is linked to the title. I alight at Orchard MRT and i walk all the way to Tanglin Mall. Its not that far so please dont go 'What the hell?!' So yeah each time i go work i pass Zara. No its not a Malay girl. Its a shop next to Hermes. Each time i pass there, it just bring back good old memories. The night when we aherm.. man i miss it. Can we do it again? (It didnt happen a long time ago actually. Just scroll down and i think you can see that entry i made about Zara)
Work was hell. Hell lot of fun of course. Went home, sleept like a pig. Finally i feel tired and sleepy. I always have this 'im tired but not sleepy' mode which kills me! School reopens tomorow. Going to wear my new top! Rock on balls!
.: SmiLe leaDs to a BLuSh :.
I had to report for work at 8 am. Woke up at 6 am, got dressed and left home while fighting with the heavy 'cats and dogs' rain. I swear the umbrella did help me by covering my upper body. My jeans and shoes were soaking wet and my legs went cramped all the way to Orchard. It was freaking cold in them!
Work was as usual. I kept quiet in the early hours cause i was still in 'dreamland'. I only woke up and smelt the cappucino only after about 1 pm. It took me about 5 hours to actually wake me up fully! I swear, no more late nights for me. But then again, i've got work tomorow at 7 am! Argh! (screams out loud and bangs head on wall)
Kakak, my manager, planned an outing a few days ago to the Botanical Gardens. So the four of us which were AB, Fadila, Kakak and myself headed to the garden, which is like a 'walkable' distance away, after work. We left the place to Khai's (there were to Khai's working in the afternoon shift) and also Pinky. We packed our sandwhiches, Snapple bottles and Scrabble and not forgetting two whole 'cut' baguettes to our little outing.
When we reached the place, we started throwing our 'expensive' Delifrance goodies into the pond. And yes, we received stares of course. Nobody knew we were from Delifrance so it was kind of 'stupid' to throw Baguettes into the pond! It was fun to just throw it for kicks. And yes the journey to the 'spot' i was telling them was like an Everest trip. Well maybe not so tough but still it made us sweat.
We reached the 'spot' which looked like a hut by the pond. We played Scrabble till we gave up with only 7 alphabetes left. Yes, we did cheat here and there but all in the name of fun. We took loads of candid and 'emo' pictures too! Crazy bunch we were and it was the first outing we ever had. I left them half way to meet my parents at Causeway point which i see practically everyday.
They did a little shopping for clothes and i scratched away. I had a sudden outbreak of rashes around my neck which was kind of freaky. I don't have allergies thats for sure. But this rashes came from no where. Im still scratching now.
Now let us standardize a few things here. Firstly,
i'm still single as in i don't have a
girlfriend, i'm not seeing
anyone special,
no steady,
no girl of my life thing at the moment. So before you start saying im attached to her or
HER, think again! I do not, and lets repeat this together with bold capital letters,
DO NOT have a girlfriend! Thank you for your kind understanding. Now for the
Feztionary part.
Girls - People i get to meet and interact. Its an everyday thing in my life.
Close to some
but not attached to one. Get the picture?
Relationships - Currently
single but im still looking for a
special someone to fill in the gaps and to pay more attention to.
Flirt - I flirt with everyone
equally. So please don't assume i like a particular someone cause really, i treat everyone equally unless of cause i've
got my eyes set on you.
Playboy - Its a
magazine that is not allowed in Singapore due to its adult content. Oops wrong information.. Call me what you want to but seriously, i've
never dated a girl so far when i've entered Republic Polytechnic. So how can i be a playboy? Now that's just
weird.
Blush - No! Not the bra brand. But im a
quick 'blusher' at the wrong times. What?! I can't control it right?
Kiss - Fool for kisses but always
fooled by a kiss. Now go figure what i just said here. Different minds
but only one meaning.
Hug - Need one
once in a while but in a friendly way of cause.
Break ups - Think the
only person i've broken up this year without getting on with is Aisyah (in our buddy buddy way) but I
take some time to absorb the impact. I move on r
eally quick, cause i don't dwell on things. Let it all slip away.
This is
only PART of the Feztionary content. There's more to come if i feel theres a need to educate you young people out there. For the time being, while you wait for the
next football match to start, why not sit down and reflect on what you have done today to
deserve to live another day tomorow.
Its really
strange how people react to other things that people do. Its
strange how people behave towards certain actions that others do. Its
strange how people think of others in whatever they do. Its
strange how people bitch about others in whatever they do. Its
strange how so many sentences with different words in it mean only one thing indirectly... I like you
.: SmaCk YoUrSeLF in The BaCk anD aSk DaD :.
Time check, eyes shoots to the bottom right of screen. Damn this 'auto-hide' taskbar thing. It's 12.16 am and ticking. Rooms in a mess and im eating Delifrance while doing this entry. Which brings me an idea of what to write today. My work place.
After months of 'quitting' my job, i went back to the same old place which has so many fond memories attached to it. Im working at Tanglin Mall's Delifrance. Tanglin Mall is not situated at Tanglin for God's sake for those who assume it is.
I can name you the staff and managers there now. Kak Asnida (manager) Khai (ast Manager) Sheila (ast manager) Ab, Fadilah, Khai, Pinky, Auntie Lilian, Mdm Lims (yes theres two of them) Auntie Annie and.. i think that's about it. Oh ya, and the baker of course! Valen if thats how you spell it. People call him Ah How or something. I call him violent. Sorry if i missed your name, i cant remember nuts!
Its really like a 'kampung Melayu' cause practically it is infested with Malays and also the other chinese crew members too can speak very fluent Malay. So it should be called DeliMelayu or something to suit the scenario. Working there is fun! Very fun! i swear each day its like you get to work with your friends who you have known for years but in fact you only have known them for less than a month!
The one interesting part is the secret message than we have made there. Its in Malay like duh cause the 'national language' there is Malay. Let me share it with you now.
Jumpe Siti (Go toilet cause theres this girl in Macdonalds, and Macdonalds is the nearest toilet)
Jumpe Siti lamer sikit (Go toilet for a longer time, longer business)
Jogging (Means cigarette break)
Beli kasut (Means buy cigarette)
Tali Kasut (Lighter)
Marathon (Walking to MRT station)
Gi Batam (throw rubbish at the main site)
So there you have it. The codes for the store. If you happen to pop by, just shout a few lines. Coolness dont you think?
I don have to tell you right that i like you? Its a little too obvious dont you think? I mean come on dont be so oblivious! Thats why i do the things i do. Theres a purpose to it cant you see! Are you that dumb?
.: SoMeTiMeS iT tAkeS MoRe ThaN GuTs :.
I slept pretty late last night. Thanks to my dear Aisyah who did not want to tuck me into bed. Don't get the wrong idea. I'll explain some other day when i feel like talking about what tucking into bed means. Had drama rehearsals today at 11 am but i only woke up at 9.45 am. The handphone alarm was ringing for 45 minutes and the best part is none of my family members who were wide awake woke me up to at least inform me that the bell was ringing and that i was going to be late.
So reluctantly i got off from bed and got ready. Waited for Isabella my co actress/neighbour who was also late. So we might as well be late together. Got off with a bad start for the day and when we reached the room, Helmi my director was already in his 'PMS moods'. Ive seen it before duing Redhill Blues, the previous production, and yes i do not wish to see it again. He was pissed off with everyone about our attitute towards this production. Honestly i don't even enjoy what im doing. Theres just something missing in this cast. Is it Janice? Is it Vee Jay? Is it Joanne? Who or what is missing?!
Helmi left without saying a single word. Irene took over. I got really pissed when she entered, not that im mad at her but i just couldnt take anymore of the 'whos fault is it' talk. So i left the room and got into a little tiff with Irene. Hey girl, im really sorry about it and i promise to behave myself next time okay? Went to the library to cool down a little and do some other work. Called Shaun to have lunch together and we had a little talk. Its good to talk to someone when you're pissed off with something and im glad his a bloody good listener.
I decided to go back cause i made a deal with Helmi way before the production and also i didnt want to dissapoint him. Went back, Irene was still pissed but i dont blame her at all. After the whole ordeal, i explained my stupid stunt i did and yeah lets hope shes not made at me still. The whole gang went to Causeway Point after rehearsal to walk and slack around.
I bought a new shirt from S&K which i felt was really cool. Its tight fitting thats for sure. Its just fun going around with the gang in our 'we are friends now and not co actors' mode. I just realised that i have many gangs in Drama itself. It all started last year. Let mi give you the low down now.
ESPN - The Sock Lian, Prem, Nadim show (Janice, Gurmit, Me)
RP - The Revolutionary Pigs (Irene, Shaun, Me)
HIS - Hafez Irene Shaun (Please, i dont have to tell you who's in it right)
SHN - Shaun Hafez Natasha (And again, this is a no brainer)
4TS - Four guys, a table and a spinning phone - (Maddy, Shaun, Ismail, Me)
So there you have it. The gangs in Drama that i have made so far. They all have a story behind it but lets just save it for another day. Todays entry is a little bit too long for this particular story. Went back home early today. Tried to clean up my cupboard and i found my pair of jeans which i have not used for a long time. And i compared the sizes in my shirts too. I just realised that i have shrink literally from X to XS. Damn, my shirts are getting smaller and tighter by the year! Talk about transformation! Today is a day i dont wish to remember but a day on which i want to reflect on. ANd yes, ive decided to look for someone in my life. You know that special someone. Now, now, where's that paper? Need to do an application form for this hopefuls. OopS..
.: FiLL iN The BLaNkS :.
" Short attention span"
"You have luck with them"
"Greedy"
"Spoilt for choices"
"Confused"
There's more to where this came from. But i won't go to details of where it came from and who said what. Let's put it as it is. I've just so many things to do in life that now i'm stuck in gear 1. Okay maybe not one, let's put it at two. Sounds a little bit faster than before.
It's confusing now. As in i really want to try it but i get lost so easily. That is just so freaky. Don't mind me but its something i dont wish to share with anyone else but just vent it in words. Maybe i did share this with a few people but it doesnt seem to help. Im not talking about school. More about my personal life.
.: Not iN thE MooD :.
Lets look at the whole picture now. Im busy with Drama reheasals and work now. Ive just realised that im hardly at home cause im either in school or busy at work. Went to work just now at 2pm. It was raining heavily when i reached Orchard MRT and i ran all the way to Tanglin Mall in 5 minutes flat. I swear that was the first time and last time ill do such a 'drenchfull' act!
Reaced the store and got changed. My manager Khairil treated the gang KFC and we ate it in the store! For Gods sake, if the area manager came by to say hi we will probably be kicked out of business the very minute!
Working there is tiring. Not cause you have to work your ass off, trust me if its quiet its too queit to the point you can hear the chillers aircon roar but if its busy the coffee cups become a sacred object, but you feel tired of jst laughing at every lame joke and eating food off the menu!
Todays shift was only 1+1 meaning 1 manager and 1 staff. Crazy stuff but i guess im quite used to it. Used to do that back then in the old days but ive been in worse situations than today. Working there has never changed since the day i entered till now. Its either the store is jinx or Delifrance doesnt see the trend of the staff come and go.
Ive got drama tomorow and also some filming thing after that. Please pray im okay.
.: Is She The OnE :.
Its been quite some time since ive updated my blog. Sorry was away on camp. Camp was okay. It was a 2 day 1 night thing. It wasnt that happening in the camp except for the fact that we played truth or dare which i would not like to share with you all cause whatever happened in that room stays in that room... Not! I'll tell you if you approach me personally. Oops..
After the camp, 3 'homeless' people who were Shaun Natasha and myself, headed off aimlessly to God knows where. There were alot of debates and endless decisions on where to head off for an 'extra' night. We decided to head off to town to spent the night there.
I went over to my workplace first to take some free food and worked my ass off for about 2 hours to get the food to last the night. We slept under 'Zara'. It was quite fun to just laze around especially when you have a girl who is having a 'sugar rush' and i was stoning throughout the night. I swear we look like homeless people with our big bags and also with 5 plastic bags of Delifrance goods. Talk about 'What a night!'
.: NoW WhaT WaS ThaT FoR :.
The 'family' planned an outing to East Coast today last week cause it was my idea to have an outing during the holidays since everyone is not busy doing anything. So i met up with Raheem and Tahir on the train then we went on straight to Bedok. Destination East Coast. I noticed Tahir had two bottles of drinks with him went i met him. So i asked, "Hey Raheem, why you never ask me buy drinks?" As usual he would reply me with that 'no need lah' look.
We reached Bedok then we met up with Aisyah who was alone at KFC waiting for us. Then i noticed that she too had drinks with her. Now this made me feel bad cause its like as though i wasnt contributing to this outing. We left the interchange and headed to East Coast.
The best part was that we were going around aimlessly cause none of us knew where exactly to alight. So we listened to instructions and we alighted near this Tao Nan School or something. There we met our new activity! A trolley! We had loads of fun with a bloody NTUC trolley and then we realised how many abandoned 'dollarless' trolleys lying around! We even 'pimped the trolley' with a ab machine which was hanging around the bicycles!
We met Kai Lun halfway and he lead us to East Coast. We took forever to reach East Coast but we finally made it there and met Nurul at Macdonalds who also had two bottles with her! I was like 'Hey! How come i came empty handed!' We lazed around then i headed to the shop with Kai Lun to check out bike rental prices. Then we headed back to our place. Then this was what happened. Kai Lun said he wanted to go to the toilet. I said ill meet up with the rest first. From a distance i saw Nanie cause she told us she would join us after she accompanied her mum to God Knows where. Then Raheem started to count. Then the inevitable blush on my face and that song everyone knows. They had planned my birthday all this while! Thanks many many guys! Gua ada lup sama lu all lah!
So we went cycling and blading after that. Aisyah and me decided to go 8 wheels while Tahir Raheem Nanie and Nurul went 2 wheels with 2 seats each. Go figure what i mean. We had quite a great time there with the punctured tires and also a very very long journey to and fro and to and fro. I found a handphone too by the way on the way back to the shop! We played a game of Taiti before we left and also some magic tricks thing. Once again thanks guys! Now im waiting for Drama Camp!
I figure im just not 'right' now..
.: WheRe iS She :.
Lets try to summarise today in one line.. Here it goes
Went to school in the morning to do inventory check then raced to work which was rather boring due to lack of customers which ended up with us, manager plus staff, to watch videos off the laptop i brought from home then to Macdonalds and lastly back home to do this improper english summary of what i did today.
I rather not go into details cause i cant really think and write properly now. No its not cause im drunk or anything but im just a little 'off'. Actually ive been off this few days. Due to God Knows what..
.: TiReD :.
Its been awhile since ive updated this site. Yes ive been busy trying to figure out why im so busy. The school holidays has just started for some but for me im taking this oppurtunity to work my ass off literally so as to get my income in by next month.
I went over to Kakak's house yesterday to just hang around. Shes my manager by the way. Was with Fadilah and it was really fun just talking about our experiences and also our 'deadly' encounters with customers. Made me realised how fun and 'unfun', if theres such a word, work can be!
i'm still having problems remembering my lines though i think me and Athena has the shortest lines in the show. Drama will be putting up another production outside but this time its at the Esplanade. Excited? Not really. I'm just scared i'll blow this off.
My schedule for this next two weeks will not be so packed. Im just predicting it. Received an email from Kelly about a meeting on Monday about the drums. Oops yeah, i'm in charge now so i guess i have to take up that responsibility. Tuesday ive set aside time for work. Then on Wednesday, it will outing with the guys to East Coast Park. Thursday and Friday is camp rehearsals camp then rehearsals. Basically its a rehearsal in a camp thing. The Saturday its our own camp then work then Sunday is full shift for me. Full shift meaning 8am (suppose to be 7am but i dont know how to open the store!) till 10pm (thats the time we close the shop)
Now im really getting excited!
.: SheS oN My MiNd aGaiN :.
I'm confused. I'm jealous. I'm missing her. I'm busy. I'm just being me...
.: WhoS ThaT GuY :.
Stefanie was telling me about this revolutionary youth competition thing going on the other day. She remembered me! Honoured in a way guilty in another. I can't really commit to it but there's always a next time and i guess we already settled that. Either ways, i'm up for Canon DV Fest. It would be really cool to work with her again. My secretary!
Had work in the morning till 3pm. Was a little late for work but i covered the minutes after 3. When straight to school for some Poly Forum briefing. Was also late for that. At about 12pm while i was working, Kelly from Music Republic called to say that there was a flood in the school and that the room in which we stored our drums are wet! How unlucky can we get?!
Rushed to help them bring our babies over to W1. Thanks sidekick, Fadila for staying up with me to sort of help me out. It was fun to have her around. SO CUTE!! Ooops. So i went for drama rehearsals after that and yes a no brainer, i was very very late for it. Ended drama with everyone feeling tired and i guess the energy in the cast is just really low.
Maddy, Ismail, Sean and decided to just hang around school and played a game of truth or truth. Yes all about confessions! Really funny ones too! And yes i wont tell you what it is all about! Went home and called stefanie. Its been a really long time since i called her or met her. Guess ill meet up with SHAS thats Sophia Hafez Artono, Stefanie in short! on the 17th of June. Remember Hafez 17!!! 17!!!
.: MaYBe, MaYbe NoT :.
The 'family' planned an outing to East Coast today last week cause it was my idea to have an outing during the holidays since everyone is not busy doing anything. So i met up with Raheem and Tahir on the train then we went on straight to Bedok. Destination East Coast. I noticed Tahir had two bottles of drinks with him went i met him. So i asked, "Hey Raheem, why you never ask me buy drinks?" As usual he would reply me with that 'no need lah' look.