Adui will be the word to describe my situation now. A little messed up, but still functioning. No, nothing to do with my personal life though i think it sucks (at times) its about my commitments in school. I can't work on pressure i realised, but neither do i like to sit around doing nothing. I'm worse than a a female who is having problems on what clothes she wants to buy! Oops, sorry for my stereotyping but my girlfriends (as in strictly friends) are pain in the asses when they go shopping.
Besides that point, ive got Mummy to help me clear my stuff in Percussion Ensemble. So i guess thats a load of my shoulder. My babies in Percussion Ensemble are the best. Love you all many many ah. (But sorry lah, still can't beat my Redhill Blues Cast lah, they rock more, a little more only)
With all bad things, there's always a sunshine in the rain. Err, okay that sounded a little gay. i'll be doing collaborative work with MCG. Makes life easier for me. I contribute to them, they help me bring up Percussion Ensemble's name. Get's us more exposure and i get to keep my babies, and probably get new babies too!
And yeah, i made someone pissed today. Nothing new i guess. But hey, i've cut down on the people i piss off each day. Like for example Aisyah, haven't been talking to her for a long time. Cause firstly im just busy and secondly she thinks im irritating so yeah, why bother talking. Once in awhile i'll pop in to introduce to her some crap and school related stuff. But besides that, nah i'll leave her alone. She's probably happier that way.
Its been a long time since i've talked to Nanie too. She's i don't know where and yeah the occasional 'his and byes'. I miss this two ladies of course. I've got to admit cause they are after all the only two ladies in Fee Faan who are still active. Past is past, leave it as it is. Time flies and people change. I guessed i've changed in that way. To leave people who can't accept you for who you are. No im not applpying to them of course. I respect them cause they can tolerate my nonsense.
Someone mentioned to me once why my entries have only girls name in it. Ill tell you the reason, one im not gay and two isn't it a little weird for a guy to talk about another guy.
"Oh i went out with him today and it was so cool"
"I ate with him today during lunch"
"He thinks im not being sincere"
Err.. Get my point??
.: ThaNkS fOr EvEryThiNg :.
