Days and hours of lying down low, thinking how long can I stay behind this fragile wall. Time has come to seek a different shelter, a different place to call home. Follow if you have to, lead if you want to. Either ways, I know I'm on my own...
Tears that seem to never end, as I recall what has happened before. Though actors can fake their death and become almost sane in the next minute, seems so genuine that what has dropped to the ground can never be brought back up again...
Someone close is what I need, to break the silence from within. Though at times it feels that loneness is the mother of all solutions, this time it may be more worthless compared to gold. Breaking away from things that are habitual, it becomes a sin to not do it without a reason...
So she left without a word. No more than just a wave to show that she remembered. What has past us can never be returned, to it's owner that created it from the start. Random words come together to form sentences, that mean nothing but merely lines for others. What we see is just words that looks familiar, but words are more powerful than its beholder...
You don't have to understand whatever that is going around you. All you need is to take care of what you need to. And that is your dignity which you can never have back, so pure and priceless compared to any treasure we find in space...
When I left I did acknowledged. I left a note saying that I will come back. As a better person was what I hoped for, but it turned out that the note was left to burn. So I wrote another this time much thicker. With words that could make no sense to those who cannot see through literature. What I meant was I'll be there for you if you ever need me. Who said I'll leave you, just to see you bleed peacefully...
Emotional torn is what I'm not. Stating out stories that seem to have no end. Names are used to tell a difference. Between people who seem to have made an impression. While we try our best to pray for good to take us by, we forget the people that never gave up to try. To try to bring us to where we are, like how the saying goes.. so near, yet so far...
Distance was never an issue to talk about, for I will run a mile to get you to the top. For now I'm busy trying to ease myself, from the scar that you left me while I was in the train. Looking at you will never be the same, as endless thoughts keep running through like mind games. Endless shouts of sorrow to stop the pain, leave mi in darkness while I take what I gain.....
.: iT's CoMiNg BaCk :.
