The ears are currently addicted to the sounds of AFI's 'Love Like Winter'. The eyes are best adapted to the dark. The mind is telling the rest to hit the sack while the body is busy retaliating and trying it's best to justify why it's still running the midnight shift. Working causes fatigue. People who get mad at you for no apparent reason causes stress. Constant thoughts causes suicidal attempts... but at of the day, it's faith that keeps us together.
Was looking through the list of names in MSN, hoping to find 'her'. Though I have almost close to 300 contacts, I don't talk to all of them or even try to start a conversation unless boredom seeks in. But 'she' is the reason why I'm still up at night. Though we meet on a regular basis, it can become quite painful to not see 'her' for even a day. It's not obsession, it's more of an addiction to have 'her' company. Love is never the subject. It's about how 'she' makes you feel after a hard day's of work. It's called comfort, a place to confide when it seems that the whole world is agaisnt you.
Besides the point that I miss 'her' alot, let me just remind the 'people' out there about my life. Well, I know there are certain 'people' who read my blog and will go on ahead to tell the other 'people' about what I've just posted, so I would really appreciate if the 'people' tell the other 'people' how bloody sickening it is. I don't freaking care what the hell you think of me but just back off.
My social life? See, I don't have a freaking enjoyable social life. The only time I get to hang out with my friends is when I'm not working or I've got no after school activities. I don't plan my social life activities. I don't say, "hey what about next week" It all happens simultaneously when we meet by coincidence. So don't come fucking tell me about priorities my fucking social life. Cause for starters, it sucks. If it was good, I wouldn't be working my ass of and complaining of how much fucking work I have to do. Get my point 'people'? I don't freaking care who want to 'terasa' here so like what people like me would say "pandai pandai lah eh fahamkan". I really got no time to entertain 'people' who hang around 'people' who lick your boots and act as if they are doing the right thing. For God's sake, we are in this together, so why fucking make a barrier? It's not like as though we don't shit in it! Screw the 'people' who started this whole mess!
Was out with Khai and Valent after work. They accompanied me to Centerpoint to get my mum a pair of shoes. I actually bought it for her a month back but she complaint that it was too tight so I had to go expand it. The people at Hush Puppies remembered me. Must be the hair. Valent went off earlier. Khai wanted to go get something for his dad so I figure I do him a favor (and myself) and followed him. We walked to PS (well you see, we were from Tanglin Mall, and we walked to Centerpoint, followed by Plaza Singapura. Singapore ain't that small) to try see what they have there. Finally got his shirt for his dad. Went back to work (at a different place) and a war was already going on. Don't get me wrong. War meaning that there were already customers there waiting to be served.
I think that's about it. I'm going to sleep soon cause I'm just to tired to think of what else to blog about. I say "Go get AFI's latest album!"
.: She MaKeS Me SmiLe whEn mY WorLD FaLLs ApaRt :.
