Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe out. Feeling relaxed now? Ah good. If you are, then you can start reading my blog. I rather you read it while you're feeling relaxed than reading it on impulse. Wait, is there such a thing as that? Forced to read? But anyways, I feel like blogging proper today cause I realized I've been blogging about my Babies and Mummies. So, someone did mention or might I say 'noticed' how much I blog about them. I might as well rename my blog as 'Life is about my Babies' instead. Err, cool? I'll stick to the current one.
Well, I was supposed to follow Zul and his MCG gang yesterday to Geylang but I skipped the trip cause I figure I rather take my beauty sleep before I get any weaker than before. So did I get my beauty sleep. Well in fact, I slept the whole night yesterday. Got home in time, or rather a few minutes later, to break fast with my 'ever mad at me for not coming home often' family. My mum prefers me to be home than hang around outside aimlessly. Mummy's boy I am. So you see, I slept like a log (wonder you came up with that line) and woke up at around 2 am to have my breakfast than did some much needed work. I realized that there is no one day I can stay away from school cause there must be something for me to do. But you see, I like to divert my attention so much that I never get the work done. Ain't we males funny creatures. We can never multi task like how females do it. Eat female hormones? Sheesh, unwanted things might start to grow! Ooops.
Was supposed to go to work at Delifrance but after much thought, I decided not to. Not that I have any thing against anyone there but yeah, I have my reasons. So before I go on telling the whole world about my life sorrows (which you know I will never do, directly) I would want to apologize to Fadilah for not turning up for work. I have this feeling that I'll be fired by next week. It's that 'shit I'm fired soon' feeling, again. Yes it's the second time. I want to work but I can't work. Not during this month of course. I won't go on blabering about my 'I can't work, I'm busy, stupid excuses' story cause I know (or I hope you all know) that I'm pretty much tight now with school. Really tight in fact. My social life? It starts only at 11 pm and ends at 12 midnight. That's how pathetic my life is. Trust me, I don't have a nice social life.
Reason why I'm single, it's not that I can't commit but it's just that I have loads of work to do. This girl dumped me (or more like didn't want to go on having a relationship with me) cause she was scared I wouldn't have time for her. Well, she's quite right to some extend but I could have taken time off my busy life for her. I could have (or maybe tried to at least) but what would the future be like? Now that I'm stuck between so many worlds, I'm spoilt for choices (and here I'm standing all alone)
Today was pretty much a time for me to reflect. Was suppose to go work at 1 pm (at Larissa Cafe) but I ended up clocking in at around 4 +. I was walking around town looking for some hook for my djembe but I got lost. Lost? Yes, not technically lost cause I know (not all of course) how to get my way round town easily. I work in the town area for God's sake. I can (and did) wear my slippers, dressed to impress the people who wear pajamas to bed, and come to town. I don't really 'dress up' when I go to town unless of course there's some occasion going on like for example, if we go dine in some fancy restaurant (MacDonalds?) and try to hook up with the counter girl (Aton?)
Got to work, feeling really tired. Fasting month and here I am walking around aimless. I got off from Orchard MRT, went to Paragon, then walked around Paragon, headed down to HMV, hoping to see a familiar face down there. Got out and headed to Lucky Plaza, like as if I ever believed in Luck, then jumped to Wheelock, out and into Far East Shopping center then out again to Forum then, wait, hold on. That's about it, I went to work after that. And the time I took to go to all this places? 2 hours I think. I was alone at that point of time so it was more of a 'now where do I go next' Kinda made me miss my Wednesday shopping buddy cause each time I go out with her, it will be like 'eh, after this go where ah?'
Work was tiring as usual, it's an easy job but I had sudden crowds. Especially when it comes to breaking fast. Can't you guys like come in after I break fast? I should have placed a sign outside the store to say 'runner is breaking his fast now, please come back later after he is done working' if only I could do that. Speaking of which, I was suppose to go Singapore Polytechnic's iftar early in the afternoon but I was scheduled to work. Heard it was boring but hey, RP's iftar is next Friday, I'll be there and that's for sure.
Mummy Eliza called to say she was at Plaza Singapura. I forced her to come visit me. Hehe, sorry eh Mummy and THANK YOU, with capitals, for coming down. Lup sama lu many many ah. She got free food and ride home. So worth it right? I think she's sweet lor. What? I can't say she is, is it? Sent her home and went home. Met Zul halfway in the train, by coincidence. Hanged around for awhile then headed back home. The haze is killing me (like as though smoking doesn't) the first time I saw it, which was weeks ago' I swear I thought it was my contact lenses but only to find out days later that it was actually haze. It's back. Well, let me just say thank you to all that contribute to it! Let's all pray that school is closed because of it. But if it really does, than sheesh, I'll be one bored guy at home.
Oh yeah, on the way home with Mummy, we had this little topic about the dangers of haze. Mummy! It's dangerous lah. You don't believe you go check out this site.
http://www.rand.org/pubs/research_briefs/RB5066/index1.htmland for those out there who still think it's okay, you can check it out too. It's pretty much like inhaling second hand smoke, so do check it out. Especially people with breathing problems.
Something random now, I was talking with Zul the other time about relationships. There was this one scenario where we talked about relationships. So what if you were in this scenario where you have two girls who you like. One is attached while the other is not. One gets pretty much uncomfortable when you're close to the other one. She doesn't have to say it but her actions much show how she feels. But you can't date the other one cause if you do, controversies will definitely arise. So what do you do. Wait, do you even know what I'm saying? I figure to cause I don't even know what the hell is going on. Makes me wonder, what ever happened to 'Huna Ai Lawa Faliz Salmira Fasha'? You don't have to know what it means or what it is referring to but a major clue would be it's a name. Well it is. Zul and me came up with it a long time ago. From 5 to 11! Shit, now I got to find a way to put the word 'ton' in it. Might as well make it even.
"kalau ku pilih si Huna, apa kata si Lawa. Kalau ku pilih si Lawa, Huna akan terluka. Perlukah aku pilih Ai sahaja..."
Mangkuk ah! That was the lyrics we came up with. A new version of the old Malay love rock ballad. Okay, that's about all I want to say. I think this is the longest (well I can actually go on if I want to) but I'll save your eyes from reading anymore of my crap. From a scale of 1-10 on how much I enjoyed my day, I would give it an 8, partly cause of Mummy and Zul but yeah, it's been awhile since I had a good weekend. I'll leave you guys with a picture I took the other day. I'll probably upload more soon...
.: PreTTy MuCh TheRe :.
