She was sitting at the last row of the empty auditorium. They were playing something on the screen but my attention was to acknowledge her first. She gave me that smile she always gives me whenever we meet. I stood behind her and tucked my head low to land a kiss on her head. We talked and I asked her what she was doing here. Then we kissed. We kissed long enough to make me realize what I was doing. I pulled back. No, I was doing the wrong thing. This is all wrong. She agreed that we shouldn't continue this. But, we did it again, and this time it was much longer than the kiss before. I must be dreaming. She opened her eyes suddenly while we were kissing and started laughing. She wasn't laughing, she was practically bursting out with tears! What?!
I woke up after that. Shit, it was all just a dream. I swear I thought it happened. I mean, how often do you get a dream and thought to yourself, "shit, that was real". Maybe that was a really far fetched dream but I hope it's not going to be a dejavu. If it's ging to be one, then I think my anti Hafez group will be much bigger compared to what I'm having now. Right...
Was pretty sick for the past two days. Down with a stomach ache, head ache, what other aches do you have aches and not forgetting the famous fever to top it all up. Thanks to this companions, I'm able to lead a happier life. Not! But I had to thank them cause with them around, I get to take a little break from reality.
"How many girls have you kissed?" she asked.
"He? He kisses everyone. And not all of them are his girlfriends" my friend replied.
Now wait just a minute (well if you noticed, I'm kind of jumping here and there) since when did I just do... oh. Okay. I get the answer now. ANd the best part is that the friend who replied is in the statement too. Really? Was that suppose to mean something? Made me wonder how did the question come about again? Beats me.
Time now is 3 am and ticking. I'm tired but I'm not sleepy. I want to do some work but I'm just not in the mood. I want to go out, but it's getting pretty dark now. (Like duh! Highest class of all bimbo's imitation) I want to eat, but there's nothing to eat except KFC. I want to smoke, but I can't get a good spot here. I want to exercise, but.. hey wait, I don't exercise in the middle of the night. I want to laze around, but it's too boring. I want to surf the net, but it's stupid to do aimlessly. I want to blog hop, but I don't read people's blog except people close to me. I want to stop this I want to section, cause it's getting rather irritating and like my friend said..
"you sound like a grown baby"
Do I? Maybe I do? I don't know. Must be that manja side. Can I cuddle up to someone.. please.. anyone.. I need a good cuddle up session. I miss them!!
.: CouLd We :.
