So after many days (felt like years) of not blogging, I'm finally back! Yes, I'm back, like it or not. My computer was going through a really tough time. All this anti-spyware conflicts, trojans, viruses (makes me wonder which bloody arse came up with the idea of screwing up computers) it has now settled down a little. It's still going through it's PMS mode, so I'm taking it really slowly now (and that includes lag time mind you)
Opened up my mailbox to see a wonderful number, 41. 41 in the inbox, and that excludes all the junk mail. I was feeling really messed up this past few days. Made me realised how important my laptop is to me. Yes it is very important, especially at a crucial time like this. I owe people RJs and proposals and the list goes on.
I'm not going to blog about my 'other' days as it's as boring as hell. Or more like I've no mood to blog about what has already passed. I've been really tired, or more like lazy. Arghz! I'm so fickle minded! Ahakz. Speaking of which, I'm about to talk about a special 'her'.
Was on the way back home with Zul, and this girl was smiling at me from a distance. Was telling myself "is this hot chick smiling at me or at Zul?" As we came closer, I finally realised who it was. It was 'her'. She gave me her hand, and in an instant I kissed it. It's like our trademark since secondary three, I think. She asked for my number, and I gave it (I think this is the forth time I'm giving it to her) She had to go so she gave me a goodbye kiss... and.. I can't.....
"Be a fool for kisses, but don't be fooled by a kiss"
That was the line I came up with. It explains alot. It's quite clear cut so if you can't understand it, then I suggest you come to me personally for an explanation. Let me tell you the story...
Back in secondary three, I'll take the train to school with my friend who stays in my area. As guys, it's second nature to look out for hit chicks. That's when she came into the picture. We usually take the same train each morning and as we approached Jurong East, she will board the same train as ours. My friend will usually steal glances at her. I wasn't bothered much by her cause I was attached to someone at that time. So we see her practically everyday, that means 5 times a week.
My friend wanted to get to know so I came up with this stupid plan. Why not we take the earlier train, then as the train passes by Jurong East (cause we already knew the timing of the trains very well) we will wave at her. If she waves back, that means he has a chance. I always come up with stupid ideas, that work most of the time.
So we did just that, and the result? Waa laa. She waved back! So I told my friend, so there you have it, you chance. So here's the catch, my friend wants to know her but he doesn't have the balls to ask for her number. This is where I come in. So I did just that. I went all the way to her, asked for her number and got it. This was what I said...
"Hi, my friend wants to get to know you. Was wondering if you could do me a favour and give it to him cause apparently he wants to be friends with you"
Her reply?
"He? Oh okay. I'll give it to him, but if you give me yours"
That's where it all started. First it was messages, then it was calls.. then dates... She became mine. Not that I'm proud or happy about it but we both were attached and it wasn't me who wanted to know her in the first place. There was this time, we were on the train together. She's very manje so she was hugging me throughout the whole journey, my friend who wanted to know her saw us. He came to us with that 'fuck you bastard look' and pushed me back... End of story, I don't want to continue.
We met up a few times after we graduated from our schools (shes a convent girl) Each time we meet, it feels like as though we have been attached since day one. I'll meet up with her once in a blue moon. The last time I saw her before this was when we were on the train. She was on the way to work, I was going somewhere, I forgot. Met her after that at her workplace to fetch her home, only to find out that her mum was picking her up...
She was one of the few that made a big impact on me. I would be lying if I said I didn't miss those 'jiwang' days. I would be lying if I said I don't miss her.. but yeah.. that's her... Can't I have a duplicate?
.: CouLd We BriNg iT BaCk :.
