Slept at God knows what time yesterday and I swear I couldn't shut my eyes for at least half an hour after I switched the computer off. I need sleeping pills. Anyone has got some to spare? I don't know when this all started but my sleeping cycle has changed drastically. I need a schedule for that. Remind me please...
See, what do you get if you put a guy in Delifrance, who only slept for 2 hours, and you ask him to double up his work productivity cause they were really shorthanded? You get someone who actually made the wrong drink twice. Served the wrong customers twice. Took the wrong order (once only) and made sandwiches in less than a minute, each (I swear I didn't know where that came from but it seems I make them faster when I'm sleepy)
I was on the verge of falling, any time, and the crowd didn't help much at all. Work was hell and I felt that I was at the wrong place, at the wrong time. By the time it reached 3 pm, it became all quite again and I thank God the war's over. What made my whole working experience terrible was a message I received early in the morning.
Miss Celine messaged me to ask for Percussion Ensemble's work plan next year. How could I forget to mail her the work plan! It slipped my mind. And it was due at 6 pm. How crazy can that get? By the time I get home, it would already be close to midnight! Called Fadila up hoping she could help me pull this thing off but she was at work too! Not her fault cause I was the one who forgotten about it. But she was ever so willing to go the extra mile to help and that was really nice of her (and her boyfriend)
Last resort, I had to get Mummy to do it. Message, no reply. Call, no respond. Mummy's still asleep. I remembered her telling me that she had her TNS thing and I was really way behind schedule. I couldn't think straight and my baker was constantly asking about my status. Had to call her house and guess who answered it? Faris, the little kid. The kid was scared to wake his sister up but I kinda forced him to. Thank God I did.
We did the workplan via SMS which took about 3 hours to do? I don't know but it took really long cause I had to hide somewhere to actually write down the workplan and to message her the whole thing (in brief of course) Mummy saved the day! I love you lah Mummy! You rock your own socks lah! Eh.. tu dah salah eh.
But I'm really grateful I've got her. So pretty... smart... eh no.. I mean, cause she's there to save the day and help me out when I'm on the verge of suicide. Mummy.. Can I love you? Can? Okay thanks. I miss you alot lah. No time for me. Hmph.. Nak majok ah..
Anyways, that aside. Valent (the baker) made me think that the kid's got more to him than what people see him as. He told me this...
A leader is someone who leads his people. You kanchiong, everyone later kanchiong. A leader when he in a jungle he will climb the tree when everyone lost. He climb and he will look for the river. Then he tell his people "there's a river, we can get out of this forest". Then you must work in a team. TEAM means TOGETHER EVERYONE ACHIEVE MORE...
I don't get the forest story but the whole TEAM thing. Man, that made me felt all better. That guy's got potential to be a good speaker. Maybe councilor. I don't know but he made relax a little. Actually no, he made me forget that I was being too stress and not focusing on what I was suppose to do. Nice guy.
Went off to the Cafe to help out there and met Fadila at night with Fir to talk about next year's plan. I'm starting to feel that the Babies are doing better and more organised. Heard Meme has already planned the chalet thing but I think he forgot about the whole objective of the chalet. Either ways, I think they've grown up. I was Daddy previously, now I'm Godfather. And no Eliza is not Godmother mind you. She's still mummy!
HoLDiNg On....: Too TiRed to EnD :.
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