Commitments. Its the word for the day. I just realized that I have commitments in school and I should prioritize them. I have dates to meet and proposals to submit but I'm not doing anything about it. Its either I love the school too much or I'm plain lazy. But after laying down what I thought was pretty hard for me to handle, I'm not really that busy to be classified as 'unreachable'. Its just that things don't appear to be good as it comes closer to you. When you thought the storm was over, it just made a U-turn and it comes back right at you. Now, ain't that scary?
Its the 4 week in school and I've already skipped a few classes. Reason? Being lazy of course. I think I'm suffering from a extreme fatigue but again, I'm not doing anything tiring. I've been eating, yes, but I just don't have that old energy in me anymore. The flame is dying. Why? Don't ask me, even I don't know the answer to my own question. Damn. Its about time I started motivating myself to do things that are important in my life. School is important cause at the end of the day, its slip you want to take home and not a pink slip that only supplies you the cash for a short period of time. I miss working. Now, thats random.
Beats Encore had a session and the new kids were good. In fact, they were very good. Surprised? Yes I am. Excited? Alot. Threat? Never. I never did thought that they will be competition in the group. But the group has expanded to 54 now so its pretty big for an ensemble. Too big in fact. But I'm not afraid though I know some are still asking if we should drop some. Why drop them when we have not abused their talents? Don't get me wrong, abuse in my dictionary means using whatever we have to the maximum. I don't abuse in the wrong context. Thats not just bad, thats mean and evil. And shit, I sound like a girl.
I don't mean to be critical but there are things you ought to learn and adapt to quickly before more people loose their faith in you. Its not that I hate you or disagree to your actions but I rather sit and watch then say cause words are more deadlier than weapons of mass destruction. Trust me, my words can be sharper than a knife and I can say things I don't mean to say at all but when things get hot, the pan cooks. And hell, why am I speaking in 'code words'? And why am I asking myself why? Now, thats just plain strange. And I was tempted to write Emily here for some apparent reason. She came to me when the word strange appeared. Emily is that emo kid with the cat. Emily the strange I think is her name. I don't know. I just see her everywhere nowadays from wallets to bags to pillows and now even panties. I made them up. But wouldn't it be cool if it was on the panties. "Hey look, thats Emily!" Err...
Come to think about it, why are there graphics on our underwear. I mean its nice to have them on boxers cause guys naturally want to show them off so people know where to look at when their checking them out but little stars on panties? And let me emphasize the word little. So who is going to see that? Oh yeah, I forgot about people making out. I should do a survey on people and what they wear underneath. But that sounds sick and perverted. Okay, drop the idea and forger I even blogged about this in the first place. I wanted to back space the whole paragraph but I rather it be interesting this way than to end it with my sad story. What sad story?
Now, something gross cause I just thought of the joke a minute ago. What's grosser than gross? Buying a hotdog with veins on it. Okay, I will not tell you why it is disgusting and why it is grosser than gross cause I have people who don't know what the hell I'm talking about. Shows how innocent they are. And I would not further explain why I'm even telling you this. I shall call my entries 'improvisation' blogging from now on. I sound smart all of a sudden. No, I shall call it doink entries cause I'm on the verge of sleeping like a log, or was it dog? Damn it.
.: CheerS :.
