In the phase....

Natasha Francisca Hamid is the phase to being in her own world and staying in there for a while.
A girl can always fantasize cant she?

PS: Please mind the careless spelling mistakes and errors as this entry was written with bursting excitement of not wanting to work at work. :)

Lets begin,

First I would like to start with my friend who i believe is Imaginary but I pretty much believed in him when I was alot younger. (Psst...my birthday's coming up... call me). Anyways, he is very much human and now I feel so happy that he belongs in the right place with the rest of his man-like primates.

We use to plan everything together. From what colour socks to wear right down to the proper hygiene. Then I grew up and he cried his eye balls out when Ah Meng passed on and we decided its time to let go.
Soon or later, I fell in love and realize that life is like a box of chocolates. Once you get the chocolates, add more sugar to make it more sweet and less bitter. Which brings me to my next fanatsy...my pre-wedding photo. I would not want something so mushy wushy because lets face it, I'm going to smell my husband's fart in the morning and make his coffee for him for work no matter how much he yells at me for having a bad morning. Of which bring me to the next point or piece of advise...

"Every morning should start with a little love. Telling your parents that you love them each morning maybe hard. So look in the mirror and tell yourself that you're wonderful and you love yourself. If you have the urge to hug yourself, do it behind close doors or share it with close friends. Dont want people to think you're some teletubby care bear freak right?"

So yeah, I'm keeping the pre-wedding or engagement photo simple. And oh yes, very important, I'm the yellow one, in the picture that is.

Of course what would a wedding be without a wedding dress. These are my selections for the current moment with no cost price taken into consideration.
For my hollywood bollywood overtop grand bang wedding, this dress is so the one. Like totally.

Its is going to be a garden beach wedding so I'm just going to go barefoot and let the dress do its work. I just have to say. I love it....for now. Nonetheless, one fantasy dream is not enough. For my garden beach wedding Part 2, this is the dress...

Red socks and boots not included please. But for this dress, I would definitely be wearing heels or some sort to complete the look.

But what if it rains or my mummy decides to bring a hurricane my way for marrying the man that I love and she doesnt approve of? Yes yes, these precautions have to be taken into consideration. So this is what I thought of. I want a ballroom Validictiorian wedding. Nobody is allowed to wear a mask. NO NO NO! I want to entertain my guest and be able to thank them personally for coming. Even if I am just making a speech with my groom to be. Eye contact is very important. Furthermore, if you wear a mask, you would be missing on the intricate designs of my Ballroom Validictorian Dress....


Price? Dont Ask.

Now lets move on to the what ifs.....

1. What if my husband and I decide to celebrate our silver Anniversary (25 years)?
2. What if i die of H1N1 or some other disease in the future and what to re-new my vows as my dying wish?
3. What if I am just looking for a reason to wear this dress?




Price? Affordable.
Pure. Love.
And last but not least.....

My Cake. Athe moment I thinking of a more than 2 tier cake. Hold your breath but not your appetite....

Price? Hell, it doesnt matter.

I would not want this exact cake of course, but certainly something along this line. More or less.

Calling all painters and designers, you're more than welcome to share your designs with my groom and I. It would be a valued yet priceless wedding gift. If you can rejuvenate picasso, I have no comments except a VIP seat for you at my reception.

Now for the guest list.

I love people and meeting new people and being around people and yeah, I cant invite so many people. Hafez said so. So I have come up with the Split Second Impulsive Guest List Requirements. If you meet these requirements, you're more than welcome to come and attend.

1. You know a celebrity and are able to bring them along to the wedding. Local celebrities not included.

2. You mange to get us a ducati or porsche for our Just Married Wedding vehicle.

3. You are an entertainer. No clowns and juggling please. All magicians welcome.

4. You have no curfew.

5. Your best friend and date for the wedding is NOT your mum. But if desparate, she's also welcome.
6. You love food. I dont like wasting food.

7. You are jolly, happy, and know when not to get drunk but how to get high.

Yes, for now, these are the sole requirements to be a guest at our wedding. Other than that,

all are welcome.

Love loves from bride soon to be,

Natasha