Emo kid?- NopeTerrorist?- You crazy? I'm scared of balloons and you want to make me carry a bomb?!sadist?- Not quite but I watch Happy Tree Friends if that's sick enough for the little ones.Just plain mad that someone's bugging your buddy?- Ah that's the question I was looking for. Now that you've mentioned it, let's talk.
Call me crazy or whatever but I'm just super protective of my loved ones. I think it's nature. Cause since young, I've always wanted to be the bigger brother and take care of my younger siblings. I remembered this time when I was in primary school and I saw this guy pulling my brother's bag, in the name of fun. I got this huge twig and beat the crap out of the guy cause he was just being too violent with my brother. That was, I think, the first time I had to use violence to tell people to back off.
Another incident which happened 2 years back was when my sister got insulted by her classmates really badly till she couldn't take it anymore. I stepped in to help her and ended up fighting with her friends. But when 'fight day' came, my friend was the one who was exchanging punches with them. Another story, so that will have to wait.
My buddy got disturbed in school today by some mat (pronounced mud and not mad). She was pissed so badly she became really vulgar (tak sweet tau). See, I don't mind you bugging her cause I can't control whatever you want to do BUT if she feels really pissed and starts feeling like shit and she's making me worried sick just because you thought it was a 'fun' thing to start making fun of people who have done nothing 'shitful' to you, then hell yeah I'm looking for you.
I could pull this off another time but it could spark off a dejavu which happened a year ago. I stepped in to quick to be the 'hero' that I jeopardize my friendship with the maiden in distress. Oops, wrong move I guess. But I had my share of fun...
It's already November the 22nd. I could still remember back then in Phoenix Park when the guys were talking about being in year two and checking out the year one chicks. Now, its us guys who are talking about being in year three and checking out the year one chicks? Okay, maybe not, I feel so old already. And I'm still single! Dah karat ah. Haha.
I think I drifted too far from my clique. Fee Faan. A name so damn popular back then that people thought we were running an IG. From stupid stuff like 'chapalang' day to crazy stuff like running around town. I was watching the bowling video which Raheem took earlier this year during Kai Lun's birthday and damn do I miss those times with them.
Coming to school? With Fee Faan.
1st breakout? With Fee Faan
2nd breakout? With Fee Faan
slacking after school? With Fee Faan
Going out? With Fee Faan
Sleep with? Ah.. no, not with Fee Faan..
But you get my point of a good bond between the gang? Now it's really drifting away and everyone's doing their own little business. Used to have the frequent ciggarette breaks with them but now, it's either I go on my own or with my classmates. Lunch is out of the question cause I have different 'kakis' each time I head down for lunch. Hanging out is out of the question cause I'm pretty grounded in school and so the after school party gang are usually the people who hang around school till late with me. That show's how much time I have to myself... and friends.
Guess time changes things and people along with it. Either ways, I don't really care. If it's for the better, then let it be... no one can control fate.
.: sHe MakEs Me SmiLe :.
