After so long, I finally got what I've always wanted. A deserving break from all the mess up things in school. A time when PBL is a thing of the past and emails are just pages of unwanted company. Hardly did any work in class and of course people were looking for me for the obvious reasons.
Was on the way to school when I initiated the idea of going to Esplanade to just sip a taste of a carefree life. The master plan? Go there, take an hour or two of much needed freedom and head back off home early cause I promised mum I'll help her with some work at home. The outcome? Stayed there way pass my so called 'curfew' and got millions (literally) of miss calls from mum. Mum had to call Huda to ask where I was. That's just sweet but I really needed this break. Sorry.
We were there at around 7 plus after having a late lunch (for Zul and an extra meal for me) in school. Waited for Umar and Khaliq to join us cause they had some practice going on. 6 of us turned up for this little reunion. I wouldn't say it was a reunion for Umar and Khaliq cause we only knew them recently, it was more for Zul, Huda, Dan and myself. It has been such a long time since I hanged out with them so the feel of it was just priceless. It has been ages since I last went out with Huda, so screw me if I said I didn't miss those times. =)
I brought Baby Djem along for a little entertainment. We were singing and making so much noise, I bet the security there gave up on even trying to shut us up. We were 'cam whoring' like crazy till Zul's battery went almost flat. I'll post it up soon cause the pictures are really nice. The thing is, we took the pictures ourselves. Just imagine 6 faces with only an arm's length to snap a picture of the group. Coolness.
Have you ever had this feeling that your life is about to end? Have you ever asked yourself when are you going to die? Have you ever felt that the whole world is against you? No, I'm not intending to commit suicide and neither am I asking for pity. But like it or not, everyone has to die and everyone will have this feeling somehow, somewhat, that day is coming, but you just don't know when. Don't get me wrong, I'm not dying soon and neither am I having thoughts of ending it early but again, okay, it's just a repetition of thoughts. Something else then. Those were just random thoughts of the mind. What about a bed time story, sounds nicer.
There was this boy who loved this girl so much he almost gave up everything for her. This girl loved this boy too but she couldn't trust him. Neither wanted to admit how much they needed each other so they decided to just keep quiet about it. So one fine day, the boy decided that yes, he needed to tell her how he felt towards her. The girl gave him the response that he wanted to hear. So they both lived happily ever after... but it doesn't stop there.
So boy and girl became close friends. Closer than they had ever imagined. Boy kept thinking of girl 24/7 but girl thought that boy was just being too serious about it. Boy's intentions were pure and honest. He didn't want anything from girl except acceptance and to make sure that girl is in safe hands. He wanted to keep her for himself only. Boy is indeed very greedy cause he knew how much he wanted girl to be happy. If he could give the world to the girl, he would have done so from the start.
After days have past, they started to fall apart. Everything as amiss. Boy had no clue of what was happening. It just drifted apart. The feeling was lost in just a blink of an eye. Girl gave up on even trying. Boy cried in silence. Each night he keeps thinking of girl and prays that she is safe. Without her knowing, boy secretly finds out about girl's life and how she is doing, Each time he hears bad news, he will try to make girl realize that he is still there to help but girl never knew that till today, boy is keeping an eye on her, making sure that girl is safe... and reminding her that he will always be there for her if she ever wanted him.
Days became months. Boy has moved on. Girl went back to continue life as it is. Boy met many of the way and became fond of this someone. This someone made boy smile. Boy just likes people who make him smile. They became friends. Good friends. But he knows he can never advance from what ever status he is in. Cause he knows a stage other than a companion will cause havoc in his circle of friends. So he gave up even trying. That someone has someone else. They look better together. Boy would be lying if Boy said he wasn't jealous but boy has to accept the fact. Boy now moves on with life, and thinks back on the days when life is... a stage.
That was just a story I made up in like erm.. 5 minutes? It's just a story so yeah take it as it is. Sounds familiar? Well it's what we call an inspiration. What you think??
.: MaYBe TheRe's StiLL HoPe :.
