I'm currently feeling stupid. Listening to the sounds of Rise Against, totally addicted to it. Desperately looking for an alternative. Doing nothing except blogging, which is pretty obvious, and constantly 'Alt Tab-bing' between pages to talk on MSN. I think I need a new routine besides doing nothing beneficial at night. Wasting precious time from sleep and also expensive electrical charges. There's no one online to keep me entertained though I have 400 over contacts, half I don't even know, though some admit we have chatted before. Apparently some people added me through friendster just to say hi. Well, I don't mind it as long as it's consistent cause it's weird to go back to square one which is
"Eh hi. Oh, yeah long time never chat. Who are you again?"People resort to doing stupid stuff when they feel stupid. I just feel that I needed time off for myself to actually find out what I really want in life. Yes, it's stupid and also dumb! People get affected in the process and the more you do stupid stuffs like this, the more people hate your guts. Well, I don't care what people think. I already have an anti-Hafez clan going out there so the more the merrier. Just make sure you're super anti and not start waving to me when you see me in town cause that's not anti, that's just being hypocritical which I tell is not the way anti-Hafez's should act. Well, screw the people who came up with this idea. What a contradiction..
I feel like as though I've been played out really badly. Eh no, I feel like as though history is repeating itself but this time with someone else. Someone special (macam faham) I think if I were to go on like this, it will become more of a dejavu than a dream come true. Err, that's weird but yeah. Think about it. Eh no, I think about it then I'll tell you. It's just funny how things are. What the hell am I saying? I'm not making any sense but either ways, to make it short, I'm just jealous! You happy now? Yeah, I'm jealous. Like maximum jealous. So jealous that I think it's stupid to become jealous. Grr, now I sound like him. Damn, I hate this feeling!
Besides that point, I'm feeling super sleepy though I did nothing 'big today'. Just shut the hell up! Grr...
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