Time check. 12.30 am. So there I was walking alone home when my phone starting vibrating. (Well, it was on silent mode for some apparent reason so yeah, it vibrated) It flashed 'private number'. There was only one person who would called me. Must be mum. Picked it up.
Voice: Hello. Hafez please.
Me: Yes. Hafez here (my heart skipped a beat)
Voice: I just wanted to say thank you....*
*Cut shortVoice: I found out the real reason why I didn't want to go to Sofi's* barbeque and go out with Ris*. One is because I don't want to go to her barbeque. I just didn't feel like going for it. And if I go out with Ris* I know you will get mad. And I don't want you to be mad. Cause I'm scared of losing you**
* I think this is how you spell their names**
I think this is what she said cause half the time I was blushing my cheeks offAfter so long, I finally have the courage to smile again. This time, I know what I'm getting back in return. I'm still scared. Scared of the past. Scared of the future. But this time round, I want to take that risk. I might as well do it before I loose it all again.
And after so long... someone finally found out who I really am and figured out how I do my things. Only people close to me will understand me (that's my family) but she nailed me down in just a short time. She blew my cover. I love her...
.: aLiVe :.
