I thought of something to write. And it was oh so easy to think of when you're feeling really oh so down....
Dear Sue,
Sometimes, life is a mad rush. You miss everything that is going by. Just like you. You went right by me without me realizing it. I lost you oh quickly. Slow down. For me, please?
Love,
Ryan.
Dear Ryan,
Oh you were never there when I did slow down.
Love,
Sue.
And that was that. Sue never depended on Ryan anymore. He talked in circles. He kept telling her to message him if she needed anything.
And on fine day, he messaged her,
"Oh sweet sue, one day you'll realize that you dont need me."
She felt oh so alone. But she couldn't tell that to Ryan. He'd never understand. And he never will. But oh nothing could change that. They led oh so different lives. So different.
One day, Sue wrote to herself.
Dear Sue,
Oh sometimes life is a breeze.
Oh what wonders it doesnt bring.
Oh how loving it can be.
Oh how tough it can get.
Oh how frustrating it can be.
Oh to get to the point, LIFE SUCKS!
But oh what to do? No one ever said life was easy.
Remember what I said about Lieing?
At times like this you should use it. Wisely. So you dont feel oh so lonely. You keep to yourself. Or to you oh so close friends.
But its not called lieing.
Its called secrets.
And oh how so many I have. And oh how i want to share it with you.
But we shall save it for another blog post.
Goodnight.
Love oh loves,
natasha
