Addiction never felt this good but I guess it's getting a little overboard. No, I'm not talking about drugs or anything near that line, more like this genre that seems to be the 'in' thing now amongst the youngsters. Emo. Simple three letter word which is short for 'emotional' but it's getting to my head. I'm not being emo, trust me on that, but I'm addicted to the songs that are emo related in that sense.
I've always been a pampered person by nature. Pampered as in 'manje' pampered not I get what I want pampered. That's not pampered, that a spoilt brat. I like cuddling up to someone and I miss those little cuddling sessions I had went I was in Drama. So if you see me cuddling up with someone, I'm not doing anything stupid with her, more like making myself cozy. Get the picture? People close to me know how 'baby-ish' i can be, it's more about tolerance. Learn to tolerate with big babies will you?
The only time I became really 'lost' and regretted my life was earlier this year when I was 'seeing' someone. I wouldn't say I was dating her cause we were not but she was somehow like my girlfriend. I remembered her telling me,
"we are in the stage before we officially say yes to each other"
Then things couldn't work out between us. Things went really wrong. There weren't any fights but a lot more of the future if we ever we together. I was busy, so was she. I had a lifestyle she couldn't except and neither could except hers. She loved me, but she didn't want to hurt me. I read my previous post about things that happened in the past. I regretted a lot but now I've moved on. Guess things will never be the same again between the two of us.
I went out with the gang just now to watch fireworks supposing but it turned out there weren't any today. We had to come back tomorrow if we wanted to see it. Ended up eating at Carl's JR. Please don't eat there if you have eaten a meal before. Cause, it really makes you full. Like really full.
I don't know what else to say. I'm just lost now. I miss someone really badly. Shit! Knocks head! This is a picture of one of the regulars who visits the store every weekend. His name is Kobu and yeah he is only 4 years old. Cute little guy.
.: SHe waS tHeRe wHeN I NeeDeD HeR tHe MoSt :.
