I won't go into details about the previous entry. I was mad while I doing it but it's all cleared up yesterday night. No actually it was early this morning at 1 am. But either ways, I'm happy she's happy but I still regretted doing what I did. I don't know why, but each time I have this 'mini' quarrels with her, it's like a dejavu. This whole scenario reminds me of me and my ex. (Don't ask me which one)
It's a Monday. I had this terrible headache yesterday at work. My manager, Khai, offered a ride back in a cab and I continued the journey home after he alighted at Bukit Gombak. I vomited my intestines out when I got home at the staircase. Everything I ate from morning came out and I swear it looked like chopped up cat's food. Just imagine tuna and you'll see what I threw up.
I felt all better after the whole 'let's see who can vomit more' scene. So back to my Monday story. I woke up at around 6.30 am. Did my prayers and set my alarm to off at 8.00 am thinking I'll probably skip my first meeting in class and join the rest after the first break. But due to unforeseen circumstances, the old Hafez had to kick in. It's like as though I have this alter ego in me and this voice stuck in my head.
"No Hafez, you're not going anywhere. Stay at home. Stay at home"
So I went back to sleep and dozed off till about 11.00 am. My mum got really pissed off with me cause I've been skipping school quite often. And if I don't skip it, I'll attend school but I'll come really late. Class starts at 8.30 am Hafez, but you come at 11.00 am. Talk about being early. I had plans to go out with my mum to town to get her a new pair of Hush Puppies sandals but she was busy in school (she's doing this parent volunteer thing) and no one was able to pick up my little brother after school at 6.30 pm. Hearing that, I went back to sleep till about 6.00 pm and picked up my brother from school. He is only in Primary 1 so that explains why I had to go fetch him.
I just realized that I spent a lot when I'm bored. So I picked up my brother, went to Jurong Point, had a plate of Beef Hao Fun with him (if that's how you spell it), got food for the family and came back home. Did my evening prayers than I went out again to go get groceries for the house. I practically took everything off the shelves. Pay day was two days ago so I had the money to spent. Bought a new mouse (no not that animal that goes squeak) for my laptop. Bought a bottle of perfume, powder, facial wash thing, and the list goes on and on. I think I need a map for the supermarket cause it took me forever to find the powder section just to find out that the powder I was looking for is not on the shelf.
I was looking at my grades. Could see the devastating drop in them. Got this comment from Amy Khoo..
| I am a bit concerned about you Hafez. You seemed rather listless today, and the past couple of weeks. Is everything alright?
I am aware that you recently had some trouble with the authorities. While it hasn't affected how you're being assessed academically, is this something that is worrying you? If so, I'd be happy to talk/listen. |
Thanks for the concern Miss Amy Khoo. Actually I don't know why I'm like this. Emo week I guess.
.: LoSt :.
