Don't get me wrong. I'm not committing suicide and neither do I have intentions to do so (though this emo thing is getting to my head really quickly) I'm coming up with a 'the things I bloody need before I surrender and knock myself in the head till I enter the institution for the mentally retarded people who can do things but just don't want to do it' list. A pretty long name for a list but you get my point.
so after much revision of the list, I've decided on a few things that I want/need by the end of the year. Well you see, I'm the kind of person that needs motivation when it comes to things like this. I'm still finding a motivation but I just can't come up with a valid reason to do so. The list is not in order.
1. Get a motorbike license
2. Get a girlfriend
3. Get a new wardrobe
4. Design my room
5. Have a child
I was kidding on the last point. The list goes on and on but I think I'll go for this first. Go slow then whack all the way to the finishing line. Let's pray I won't be busy cause I just got a hint from someone saying she wants me back in Drama. No definite answers to that but I'll think about it.
I came school at around 12.45 pm today. Went for prayers then slacked with Raheem and his classmates. He went to class while I went to the library to do my own stuff. Tried to burn time while waiting for someone. Ended up lazing around the cafe and this was what my friend told me which made me think about it for quite some time,
"It's been a long time ah bro we slack like this. And especially you cause you always have something on after school"
Have I been that busy? Was I always 'missing'? But now that I'm free, I want to enjoy this moment for awhile before I do my Houdini act again and at the same time try my best to not die while doing it.
I was not in the 'let's party and get laid tonight' mood but Drama had a post production party at Helmi's house (my Director) Being me, I wanted to surprise Natasha but I ended up lost at Mariam Walk, so I had to ask for directions. So much for my 'Eh Hi' at the doorstep.
The party was a little boring. Actually it was very boring. The main people weren't there so go figure. I left early cause I had work the next day and I can't afford the 'shit I need sleep' mode. I was hoping I could stay but I'll pass on this. Maybe next time then...
Now just random a picture.. A little colour..
My adik angkat Ferra...
.: sHe waS tHe ReaSoN I WaS TheRe :.
