In such a short time, you made such an impact on me. It's not surprising cause the alpha males are usually the more fickle minded species in reality compared to their female counterparts. Hate to admit it but yes it did affect me alot. Too much actually. Made it worse if you were to ask me if I'm okay.
The time was 11.15 pm. Wondering who would be messaging me at this time of the night. I don't usually received messages at this time unless of course I initiated the conversation first. Unfamiliar number appeared but the messenger left her name after her message. Like a film gone bad, flashbacks started to rush through the head. I was having mix feelings at that point of time. Happy, mad, curious and the list goes on. I would be lying if I said I didn't miss those times but I would have sinned if I didn't say I want to forget what ever happened between us. Why must you come back now....
Reached home late. Later than expected. The walk home took longer than before. The air was cold, the atmosphere was there. Without me realising it, I was thinking. I was thinking at that point of time. I was thinking too much. I couldn't sleep. I wanted to retreat but I couldn't. Why? Why must it be me?
I cried. Once was enough to bring me down. Promise myself that not another tear drop will be caused by you. Enough is enough...
.: iF I CouLD :.
