Seconds became minutes. Minutes bacame hours. Time wasn't on my side. It was against me. The passing trains didn't help me either. All i wanted was to leave the place knowing i have it with me. Knowing that im going to win. Knowing what i wanted to know all this while. Call it force or threat, i wanted to know everything. Every single thing. But at the end... what do i know?
A smile is just a smile. It's more dangerous than a picture. Even with different perceptions of what a picture is trying to potray, you can't change a picture. It stays that way. Regardless what comments you made, it will never retaliate. It will never respond. It will never ever say a single word.
Each time i see it, it just makes me melt. Like heat to ice. Something inside me says i'm ready. But the voices reply with screams of rejection and abuse. Lost. I need directions again. I need a source. Am i ready to do it? Am i ready to take it on? Am i ready for her? Am i?
Confessions made. Hard to belief what was said. Hard to belief it was even mentioned. But secrets we were keeping. Sercets that we kept. Secrets we should have told each other a long time ago. Secrets that were meant to be released from the bag.
I'm falling for you... i've fallen for you..
I'm scared of it... But i'm looking forward to it...
I love you.. but never will i Say i loved you.. cause i want to keep loving you...
.: SmiLeS YoU GiVe MaKeS My Day aNd i LooK ForWaRD For The NeXt :.
