What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.
Ah, ah
Oh, oh
Ah, ah
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come break me down
Break me down
Break me down
(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me
.: Kill Me :.
Bla bla bla. Everyone has already heard of the old story. Stories about how busy I've been and stuff but no more of that old news. Lets just get down to business.
School is out. Err, okay is this the part I'm suppose to go "yay!"? What ever it may be, yes, school has just finished its semester and dag nabbit, I've just started to start enjoying school. Hmm. You get my point right. Well, actually no. I've been slacking alot lately and yes, Hafez does have his daily dose of woman's PMS. Its Putting up with My own Shit. Oh well, whatever it is, its up to you to go figure out.
16 weeks of school. Lovely indeed. One more semester and thats it. I'm free and away from school. Quite scary actually. For the first time, I'm feelin worried about leaving the school. Not that the school needs me, the fact that I need the school. Haha. I never did dream of reaching this point in my life. In fact, it didn't occur to me that I will be facing this soon. Oh well, time will decide for me then.
So lets start bitching now. Oh yes, I'm in the mood for that. Apparently, some woman, yes a woman with a class of her own, is not happy with the way I work. Oh, and when I say work, I mean my drums. Ah ah ah. Everyone knows you can't insult Hafez and his drums. He will flip. And did he flip. When I heard about the remarks about my smaller ensemble, I was pissed pissing flip flipping flipped! I mean, how could you refer to me as 'Hafez and his Joker friends' Insulting me is good enough but adding kerosene to the flame is worse! Oh yes, I will say something soon but of course I won't go to the extend of killing her.
I don't want to end up with a 'Woman, dies after being hit with a Djembe'. Thats just pure stupid. And the best thing is, I can never understand why people blog about it before they commit a crime and when the girl was found in the longkang or something like that, they found out that she was being bullied or something. And best thing is, how did the police or reporters knew about the blog entry. Makes me wonder. So if I said something like 'YOU SUCK!' think they will know? God knows..
Thats all.. Woohoo! I want to sleep!
.: Miss My ShA :.
Well, hello. Welcome back to my blog. I'm not sure who actually reads my entries but nevertheless, this ain't a place to entertain the masses. More for me to go back and reflect on what I've done. Sounds alot like Linkin Park. Speaking of Linkin Park, go check out their new video. Bleed it out. Very very cool. Its only in one shot and the audience is actually going backwards while the band is performing in real time. Err, you get my point? Never mind. I suggest you go look at the video. And while you're at it, look out for Chester's signature dance. Haha. Looks really wrong.
The week has been nice to me and I've started working again. Oh yes. I'm back at the island and its nice to see familiar faces again. I think I'll be staying for some time before I go on trying to find another job. And yes, guys cannot multi task for nuts. Here I am plugged in to Omarion's Ice Box, thats a sound by the way, and I lost my train of thought of what I wanted to say. Anyways, question, is it chain of thoughts or train of thoughts? Or is it strain of thoughts? Err, I don't know. The first two sounds okay for the spoken phrase.
It's Singapore's 42nd birthday and yes she is getting old but richer by the moment. Singapore is a sweet place to stay in. Peaceful and I was telling them the other day that we are damn lucky to be walking around in Singapore and not get beaten up just because we have different coloured skins or believe in a different God. Well, if you look at it from a bigger view, err, yeah, you will see what I mean. I don't even know what I mean. I think I'm losing it again.
.: CoLD :.
Firstly, I would like to apologize to the people who I have not linked or relinked up yet. People like Sue! Woohoo! Long time never see you. People like Ruzanna! Woohoo! Long time never see you too. People like Insyirah! Woohoo! You still owe me lunch. Haha.. Reason being I forgotten my HTML codings. Actually, thats a lie. Truth is, I'm actually very lazy. Grr.. Hey, that's Mummy's line. Nevermind, I'll use it again.. Grrr... Even longer now.. Grrrrrrrrrr....
FYP is done! Finally. Yes, lets all pray for the safety of the team members. So now I'm left with work and also Drama rehearsals. Won't be acting this time round but I'll pop by to make music for the production. I feel so weird sometimes cause I'm sitting in a room where I'm surrounded by two things I like. Oh wait. Now its one like and the other is love. Go figure. Telling won't be fun.
Okay, back to work now. Oh wait.. What Work??!
.: SLeePoP :.
