Bookmark, write down, sketch.. err whatever it is, just make sure you know the weather forecast before you leave home. It's been raining since morning and umbrellas are just the life savers for now. There's actually two things you can do if you happen to pop by Jurong Point for whatever reason.
1. Get an umbrella from
Giordano(cause if it rains, I think they are selling their umbrellas for half the price)
2. Get an umbrella from the
umbrella dispenser(no I'm not kidding, there's actually a dispenser for umbrellas now)
The rain really brought my mood to the floor, literally. Had no intentions of leaving the house today, let alone do any form of work at home. I was just lazing around and trying out Dan's camera while I was at it. Pictures of what I took another day when I've gathered enough to show case it. The camera's pretty good. Very good actually. And I'm still wondering what's the 'S' after the Nikon D70. Does it stand for small? standard? special? sembarang? I've got to find out about that. Remind me to.
So besides lazing around, I was looking for inspirations. Yes, searching high and low. Something to trigger this so called 'creative' head of mind. I think STA has really made me become a freak for perfection cause apparently, everything seems to be so 'theoretical' after modules and modules of 'art'. I was watching 'Ant Bully' with my little brother and I was looking for minor details in the movie. I was focused on the camera angles and so on that the enjoyment of watching a movie and telling your friends about it suddenly went kaboosh! (Hey, new word) Happened also while I was watching Nacho Libre. How the hell did they adjust the camera so that it doesn't get over exposed? Grr.. I've got to learn that too. Now, two reminders. And I got to remind myself that this Grr thing has got to stop along with it. Grr..
So let's see what we have for the week's schedule. Nothing! I'm extra free. Err, since when was I super free? Someone asked me that. My answer.
Well, I know how to manage my time that's all..
And the crowd starts chanting! Bullshit! Bullshit! I need time management classes and while I'm at it, I need to attend commitment workshops as well. Still searching for the right agency. Anyone has any contacts or know anyone with that kind of contacts? Need help desperately!
Someone told me that the net is a very
BIG place to explore. That is of course if you know what you're exploring. I can't seem to figure out how people can surf the net aimlessly and come up with so many interesting, and weird, sites. Where do you start? Google? Yahoo? Err.. Lycos? Is Lycos still available in the first place. Gosh, I need to learn that as well. Maybe that was a reason why I'm so freaking free this holiday. It's time to get back into reality and learn the crap that people are learning! Okay, that sounded wrong, but I think I need to 'upgrade' myself. So where should I start? Google or Yahoo? What? Keywords? Grr...
Messing around with Photoshop and I came up with this.
Not the best that I could do with the program but its a start of a new idea. I've tried black and white. Why not colours now? Weird combination I must admit but its this thing called Pop Art, except mine doesn't have those weird inverted colours. Possible to be done but it's a long process for an impatient person for me. I like to work base on creative juices instead of sheer boredom. It gives two different kind of pieces. I think you would agree to that. You don't believe me? Fine. Write a love letter to your girlfriend after you had a tiff with her. See what comes out. Err, very random but yeah! Go and try!
I hope it doesn't rain later (technically yes, cause its already 1.12 am) Shit, whacks head!
Aherm, according to weather forecast, brought to you by the lovely people of NEA, Singapore will be raining cats, dogs, monkeys, turkeys tomorrow, or might I say today. Thank you for tuning in to the rainy channel. Good night and see you in the rain. Lalala..
I'll be attending a Gamelan workshop later. Looking forward to it cause I've played with the Ensemble once and they were good. I'm starting to have this feeling that I'm getting myself into alot of shit recently. I don't know why but this kind of shit is pretty good! I loike.. No, I don't like shit, I like the mess that I'm in cause it makes me happy... Major Grrrrr... with extra R's in it...
Oh yeah, just for the record. When I say I miss you (it applies to all, so jangan nak terase here terase there. if I said "I miss you" to you means it applies to you too) I really do mean it. I don't try to make you go "aww, so sweet". I mean things that I say, cause that's how I feel. So yeah, don't say I'm bluffing cause I'm not. If the words "I miss you" is used for everyone, then it wouldn't be special anymore!
So let me first define 'miss'. Miss is when I was really really close to you, or close to you, or I see you on a regular basis, or we talk everynight on MSN, or what ever it is that has direct contact with both parties, and then suddenly, like some magic trick, you disappear (but usually I'm the one who does the disappearing act first)
Then when I start thinking about the things that we did together in the past, then you can somehow predict that I'll say a big "I miss you" to you. But if I wasn't thinking of you but I do talk to you after a long time of not talking to you, err, the chances of me saying it is like a million to one. So yeah. Got it?
Reason for me putting it up here is because someone thought I was saying it for the sake of saying it cause she said she missed me. Err, do I look like those typical teenage movie actors who has this 'say this line after she says this line' kind of look. I don't make you happy. Cause that's not my duty. I've learnt that a long time ago. That was my biggest mistake. To give people hope. So yeah, no more. Right? But wait, I'm not that evil. Or am I? Need sleep.. Need sleep..
.: Who SaiD WhaT :.
