I would have loved it if the word was
Fuck but the word I'm talking about here is actually
Love. Ah yes, the word that either makes us, or breaks us. Words are more powerful than any nuclear bomb Korea can make. So use your words wisely and never underestimate the power of it. Shit, I sound like some philosopher of life. Kay, end of role play. Back to reality.
Slaps head.
My sincere apologies to readers who frequent my blog. If there any. I do understand that there is a pop up when you enter. I don't know how to get rid of that and also I don't know how to get rid of that bbbb thing too that you may have noticed on the top left hand corner of the screen before the page loads up. Honestly, I know nuts about maintaining this blog. I only use it to express how I feel about things and how sucky life can get. Trust me, at the rate I'm going, I might be the next kid found dead in the longkang.
Someone asked me a question today. Pretty interesting.
What is love? Well, if you actually did try to find the meaning of love in the dictionary, it would probably lead you to feelings but then again, how do you actually explain it in your own words? If you're asking me to explain to you, I don't know how to tell you but I do know how to show you. But either ways, I answered the person back,
"Love is when you smile in front of the person. Behind the person. And whenever shes not around" I came up with that 5 minutes after he question was shot right at me. Best thing is, the person who asked me the question actually gave a quite similar story to her team mates.
I don't know if you get the line but I seriously think its true. When you're in front of the person and that person makes you smile and when you ask yourself
'why am I smiling' would you actually know the real reason why you're smiling. You're smiling cause you appreciate the presence the person. Agreeable?
You smile behind the person because whenever she does something, you admire her from a distance and you smile and the fact that she is yours to hold and keep. You feel a sense of togetherness in that sense and you can smile to the other guys and say
'keep your hands off my girl'
Now, you smile when she is not around caus
e you know you miss her alot and you're thinking of the happy times together. No one really ones to remember the bad times unless of course you're on the verge of suicide which is a different story all together now.
People can actually filter what they want to remember and what not to remember but they don't choose to do that. I don't see why you need to think so much about it when you can just move along with life and find something new to do then sit and dwell while time flies you by. Get a grip.
Oh. Not saying this to anyone in particular. Its in general terms and its open for discussion. Like as if I have a Love Forum where people can gather to talk about hot topics. I don't know if I'm still talking sense but I need some sleep now. We shall see what happens next.
.: SuPPeR :.