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Years ago, i came upon a crossroad. I had to choose between a shortcut and a road which i knew would be hard for me to cross. I choose the second path. Now i regret. There is no turning back. There is no reverse gear. Im stuck here.

My past become my lessons. I have broken down so many times. I have broke as many. But life goes on. I don't dwell. I don't sit and think about it. I just go where the road leads me to. People think it's wrong. What's wrong with going with life? What do i get by sitting down and thinking about what i have done when i know there is no way i'm ever going to change what has been done?

Sorry if i have ever hurt you in any way. Sorry if i have done you wrong. People make mistakes. I'm after all still human. I am no superman. I have done mistakes. But why must you bring it up now? Why must you make me as an excuse to not go on? And what have i done to you that i deserve so much from you?

Whatever i have said are true. I have lied, but not feelings. I have acted my way out many times, but again not how i feel. To think you thought it was all a lie. I don't get money if i got you. I don't get fame if i had you. I don't get the world if i own you. I just get a sense of happiness, and that's all. So please, i don't owe you any explanation for what i have done. You are not my superior. I don't have to answer to you.

Time has past me so fast. So fast it made me realised that im losing more than im gaining. I think i have made up my mind. Now i have realised how people feel towards others. I have changed, if not, at least im trying to do so. During my time alone, i have seen people past me by. During this period, i have thought of how life would be if i stayed to one. My life is in a messed now. Rejection? No i don't take it as that. It's just what the future brings to us. Happiness? Should i move on? Or should i just get stuck to first gear with my legs on the pedal? I can't move back. Not now. Never.

She makes me smile. She makes me laugh. She makes me think. She makes me wonder. She makes me cry. She makes me go the extra mile. She makes me care. She makes me anrgy. She makes me happy! She makes me want to change just for her...

I'm happy with what i have now. I'm happy with what ever situation i'm in. I'm in love with someone. I'll wait. I'll change. I'll do everything i can.... just to love you...

.: MeLt Me WitH YouR SmiLe :.





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