You came back to haunt me. You brought back my dysfunctional past. A book i kept in the archives along with others who suffered the same papercut. Torn pages in unfix waters which seem so calm. The mind doesn't seem to want to interact with the heart. Living in two different worlds, which never seem to collide with each other. Leaving behind scars and marks as remembrance of an unknown feeling as though caught in the undercurrent. Washed away to the past of lost, unforgiven thoughts of self mutilation mixed with humiliation. Droped my dignity to the lowest dirt you find on the ground. Faced flat to the surface of darkness.
You said they won't bite. You said that everything would be alright. You promised me clear skies. Now that my journey is disrupted by clouds that seem to rain with tears of depression, who is going to pilot this plane? Who is going to take the responsibility? Who is going to answer the casualties? You said you love me. You said you don't want to lose me. You promised me the world or it seemed as though it was one. You gave me hope. You lead me on. Now it's all broken by this past. She took it from me. She took all away from me. She took my happiness. She took away this thoughts. She took away my endless nights. She took away...you...
.: LeaVe Me aLoNe wiTH my CoMpaNiOnS of ShaDowS :.
