This is a warning to everyone who is about to pick up smoking.
DON'T! JANGAN! TAK BOLEH! NO! Err.. TIDAK?! You get my point...
Today is the fourth day I haven't smoked a single stick. Yes. Four! 4! Empat! F.O.U.R. Chinese believe that four is an unlucky number and if you pronounce it wrongly, it sounds like death (in Mandarin) So, technically, I'm still alive cause I'm doing this blog entry but I'm feeling really F*CKED UP!
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I've decided to give myself the cold turkey treatment for various reasons which I will not state. So how does it feel like? It's like fighting with someone you can't even see. It gives you a headache, not cause you can't get your dose of nicotine but because you're constantly thinking if you should smoke or not. It's hard. It's painful. It's living HELL!
I could go on not smoking for a day but four days is just crazy enough. I've been smoking since my secondary school days and became a '
frequent' smoker when I got my
'license' when I came into Polytechnic. I was with Zul and Dan at Suntec and Dan was smoking away at Starbucks. I could have easily taken his cigarettes and smoke away with him. Dan was the
'devil' cause he was telling me to smoke while Zul in the other hand was being the
'angel' and telling me reasons why I shouldn't smoke. The stick was in my hand. The lighter in the other. Dan left to get tissue. I put the stick back into the pack. Thanks Zul...
Yes, I do get cranky when I don't smoke. And yes, I feel very lethargic without it. But life must go on. I hope this doesn't go on for too long cause I can't be feeling low cause I don't get to smoke. Will power lah Baby! So, I came up with a list of positive outcomes from not smoking.. I...
1. save loads of money (one pack cost me $10.40)2. don't smell of nicotine3. can keep myself healthy4. can get kisses... (hehe)5. will sound like a kid reading off the textbook..But yeah, there's so many reasons why I shouldn't smoke and the good things that comes with it. Honestly, I'm proud of myself. Err. Yeah. I'll give myself a pat on the back. Ouch. Let's see how much will power I have. Err. Yeah!
I'm starting to like this feeling. Okay that's new year resolution number one. Now to find the next resolution.. Ah yes... hey you! come here! I like you lah! Alaa can lah! Oi! Come hereeeee.....
.: ThaNkS :.
