Define
Free. So assuming we are all walking dictionaries, free is basically when you got nothing better to do in life.
If we were indeed walking dictionaries, the world would really have funny phrases created each day. Maybe because its a
Monday which explains why I'm really free. But then again, yesterday was
Sunday. I was free yesterday. Two days back it was Saturday. Damn. I'm FREE! Grrr...
My work load has fallen drastically. To the point where I don't even have to check my mail every two minutes.
That's a lie by the way. When there is no work, I
complaint. When there is work, I
grumble. I feel like a freaking woman all of a sudden. No offense ladies, but sometimes,
sometimes, you all can be really fickle minded about stuff. Shows why you spend hours longer shopping compared to the guys. Not that we hate shopping, we just don't really care much about comparing the prices and stuff. If it's good, its good. If we got the cash, we buy. Simple terminology. Get the picture?
Talking of work load, apparently my dear Mummy is stressed and tired about her own work load. Mummy mummy. Please do take care of yourself and don't take up too many things. I used to be like her. Taking everything which stands in my hand. Then I realized I couldn't managed my time. That's when I decided to take up things which are important. Things that can be added to my list of achievements. Things that made me feel good after I left it. Things that can never be repeated again. And that's when I realized shit, I've been losing alot on the good stuffs in life. Damn...
Being a good boy that I am, I
cleaned up the laptop. I found out that I have about
10GB of songs in my laptop. Thats equivalent to about
3000+ songs! Its either I'm mad or I'm damn lazy. My laptop is running on default settings meaning it was never upgraded. That's the reason why my laptop is damn
'fast'. Ah yes, so
'fast', it kills. I cleared up about 2GB of songs which I know I will never listen to again. Now my recycle bin is full. Full of crap.
When to Granny's house to pay her a visit. My uncles and aunt were there too. Then there was this topic which made me realized one thing, I'm growing really fast. Growing in terms of age. In terms of
horizontally and
vertically, err, I think I've stopped in that context. My uncle thought I was still in year one heading on to year two and my aunt doesn't even know I'm in Polytechnic. That's just sweet. Really sweet.
My brother got into Singapore Polytechnic taking up some engineering course. Another thing which I found really important after listening to my uncle talking to me brother, where the hell am I going to work after I come out from the army? I'm not going to rot my ass at home thats for sure. And I'm definitely not going to work cleaning up someone else's mess. I got to think now before its too late. And I have to admit that its hard for the Malays to get jobs in Singapore. That's it, I won't share anymore of my opinions. I might get sued for a known fact. Oops.
Anyways, this is what I came up with in about an hour...
The Silent Scream...I thought it was pretty messed up. But either ways, I came up with this after looking at the
Zouk Book. Changed the colour and stuff and this is what I came up with. Sister said it looks like a bloody devil. I think so too. Being a total
idiot, I continued doing other useless rubbish...
In the clouds...I seriously don't know what's wrong with me. Spent about an hour too to do this. Then I was thinking to myself. If I had spend a few more hours, I could come up with something better than this. I actually got lazy while I was doing this. That's why the face is like that. I'm just plain
lazy.
Now I've got to go call the girlfriend.
.: sTreSS abOuT NoThiNg :.
The Silent Scream...
In the clouds...