The clock was ticking. But i'm used to this treatment. Guess it runs in my family. But to only certain people. There i was sitting and thinking of what i want to say. Then it came to me. A walking example of how someone could affect another person's life. Of why things happen for a reason. A smile appear out of no where. It came to me fast. So it is true about what was said in the books. I guess i saw the light. And to think it was all a dream.
My heart was beating faster as inch by inch i had to face the wrath of an unknown. What will happen to me? How would i ever answer such impossible questions? That was the worst i ever faced so far. Life is going to be hard on me. The thought of it makes me wonder more. I deserve it. So i guess there's no use complaining. I can just hope for the best.
Like is unfair. Nothing is fair. If it was, then it wouldn't be life, it would be called heaven. For a moment i felt cheated. I felt rejected. I felt i have came to a halt. I skipped a beat, and then it stopped. There wasn't any lines to follow. No directions from a superior to listen to. More of a 'let's do it come on' reaction. I gave up, almost would be a better word.
A beep. I felt a beep. No, i heard a beep then a vibration. Why is it appearing. Maybe all she wanted was to say sorry. Or maybe just to ask where we were. A location she said made me crazy. Crazily happy that is. A smile i've not experienced before. A smile i'll never forget. I love this smile. I just don't want it to go. I want it to stay with me. Do you use glue to stick it on? A surprise i'll never forget. I'll remember this for a long long time. I love it to much to let go. All the hatred i felt just melted away with the heat of just the appearance. Can it last? Will it last? Please say yes. Please make it stay.
I thank you again for the support. Thanks for the encouragement. Thanks to my companion. I guess you are the wall i can support to when ever i need to lean on. You are a true friend indeed and i appreciate it very much. I guess what was said is true. Reluctant as it may sound i guess i've given in to her. I guess i owe her. I guess i just want her. Bad things always come and go. But with all the shit i get, i always find something good in it. I've found a friend i can depend on if i need help, and a girl who can make me smile just with a glance. This indeed is good enough for me.
Pollution is bad for any establishment. Getting rid of your waste affects others. But to me, pollution is good. It clears you. It makes you clean from the dirt you have made. I have infested this place and pollute it with thoughts i have. If it affects you, too bad... i'm not here to make you happy... cause i have one goal now.. to make her.. happy
.: You MaDe My DaY, a SunShiNe FoR mY CLouDy DaYS, i LoVe YoU :.
